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[align=center]I DON'T WANT TO BELIEVE , I SWEAR TO GOD MY EYES ARE DECEIVING ME . CAN'T SEE , TRANSMIT OR RECEIVE THE SIGNALS YOU'RE SENDING ARE GETTING TO ME . I SCREAM UNTIL MY FACE IS NUMB , BUT I WAS NEVER ONE TO RUN . AND I , AND I , AND I , AND I , AND I SCREAM UNTIL MY FACE IS NUMB . .｡.:*☆.｡.:* |
there was always something different about dogs , how they never looked at you with contempt or disappointment , something actual living , breathing , people always failed to do . an impossible task for those belonging to the human race . his sweet furry companion never went behind his back , never told lies , never acted selfishly , he had come to rely on the sweet canine so much more than most would consider normal . actions spoke way too loudly , and humans were nothing more than a blaring alarm right beside his ear , a heartstopping siren of horrible things to come .
( and then , he was all alone . )
it wasn't that he couldn't understand other people , he'd say he understood them too well . he had always been too good at reading people , every glance , every shift in their posture , it told a story , words scattered on a invisible page that he had to piece together . it was a game that came naturally , but he never liked playing . it hurt , to come to realize that every colored hue that dripped from the lips of others were nothing more than false pleasantries and lies he could almost hold in his hands .
breathing in , kastor leaned down to brush his hand along king's back , fingers parting through thick salt and pepper fur . he hummed pleasantly before pulling his hand away , the husky - collie mix tilting its head back to look up at him curiously , the canine got a quiet huff resembling some sort of broken laugh from kastor .
( " the little blue prince failed to trust anyone , " she read from the storybook . what was the point of that story , again . . . ? )
he had been on his own for some time , but it didn't matter when the only reliable animal on the earth , king , was by his side . it was just him , his dog and whatever he had within his backpack , anything and anyone else didn't matter . the world was a dreary shade of greys and he's forgotten what it was like to see in color again .
soles of worn converse tap against uneven pavement , he wasn't even sure where he was at this point , but he didn't care that much . he'd find his way out on the other side of the abandoned city eventually . he'd just keep moving and hope for the best .
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[align=center] [b]MY BLOOD IS BOILING , BUT I'M COLD AND I CAN'T BREATHE . BUT IT'S DARK AND I CAN'T SEE . MY MIND IS RACING , I'M SCARED AND I CAN'T SPEAK . SO TIRED BUT I CAN'T DREAM . FEELING EVERYTHING AT ONCE , NO BLACK OR WHITE . NOTHING'S WRONG BUT NOTHING'S RIGHT . FEELING LIKE IM LIVING TWICE , NO VITALS SIGNS . AM I DEAD OR ALIVE ?
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[align=center] Selena Felix People tended to see what they wanted to see. It made her job easier, since typically it was to just play into whatever they perceived her as. Maybe it was a helpless pregnant lady, a competent leader, an irresistible temptress, a friend, an enemy. Most of the time it didn't matter to her, though sometimes it did and all too often that's when things fell apart. Rather irritating and inconvenient, if you asked her.
All the things that Kastor despised about the human race, that was Sel. She was a liar and a manipulator and would sell just about anyone out if it suited her. A powerful ally to have, but one that could become an enemy at any given time, the message of war delicately etched into the knife she'd plunge into your back. Packaged in a short woman with little meat on her bones (when she wasn't heavily pregnant, that is), eyes that didn't miss a thing and smiles that only seem to grow.
"Hey, kid, what are you doing here?" He looked maybe around eighteen, hardly a kid anymore. It wasn't that long ago that people still saw her as a child, and as frustrating as it had been she'd learned to use it to her advantage. Now people didn't look at her and see a kid, they saw a young woman.
[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 02/19/20]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 26 years 2 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie | Lady of Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands
Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, with a growing baby belly. She's about 5'4", though with a presence that makes up for her stature. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a
Important Info —
▪ Currently seven months pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.
Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild
Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | 1/2 Seleo
▪ Dating Mateo Suarez | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed
Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]
[align=center] DARLING, DARLING, DOESN'T HAVE A PROBLEM
LYING TO HERSELF 'CAUSE HER LIQUOR'S TOP SHELF
IT'S ALARMING HONESTLY HOW CHARMING SHE CAN BE
FOOLING EVERYONE, TELLING HOW SHE'S HAVING FUN
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