[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown's cabin was a mess - he never liked to clean it, because his fear of closed spaces often got in his way when he got too close to the walls. Hell, even from the outside it looked somewhat messy considering the fact he had a broken glass, and the knob of his door had sort of fallen off. Upon walking in, Circusclown's room was covered in the bones of prey and empty alcohol bottles. There were knives stationed to be ready to grab at any time needed, and a few pillows tossed away. Hell, he had empty bags of chips and other foods laying around, his room was not meant for someone to lay in. He had a bunch of bundled up blankets on the floor that he called a bed, but upon approaching closer he saw... Someone in it. Nervously leaping up on his window sill and grabbing onto the knife with his maw, he'd snoop forward to his bed to see who it was before he tried to attack them.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "you've got a second chance"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | no crush | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd and depression, former alcoholic
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.
★ looks very sickly because of famine
appearance ; "you could go home"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "escape it all"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
 family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ; "it's just irrelevant"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can somewhat control
conjuration  discovered  can somewhat control
teleportation  discovered  can fully control
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center][div style="width:450px;text-align:justify;margin-top:10px;color:#000;"][size=9pt] ― AYA | tags
Since her resurrection, Aya had been having trouble sleeping. She'd never been particularly great at eating or sleeping regularly anyway, but since being dead for a year or so, she didn't feel very tired. That's what she told herself, anyway; the real reason was because she was scared shitless. She was so fucking scared of dying again. On her own, in the pitch darkness, silence all around her.. it felt too much like the void. She couldn't deal with it.
So she fixed the problem. Attempted to, anyway. Aya had taken to sneaking into Clown's cabin and falling asleep there; she felt much safer than if she was alone. And it had worked, for the most part. She slept easier now. But there was still the issue of Clown not knowing. She planned to tell him, but it seemed he found out first. She was fast asleep, breathing his scent on the messy blankets he called a "bed," when she woke up to the sound of someone approaching. She turned slowly, yellow gaze wary. "Clown." She sighed in relief, but then she caught sight of the knife. "Don't kill me! I was super fuckin' tired, Clown!" No way was this how she died!
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Death. In all honesty, after he died even for the short amount of time he had been, it had left him petrified, he didn't want to die after that. He himself had been in some sort of strange abyss - surrounded by darkness, unable to move. Unable to move - that was what scared him more then anything. When he wasn't in control of his movements or actions he was the most frightened, and he had no control over his movements back then leaving him frightened. He had been in what seemed like a similar boat with Aya. Though, he made no attempts to stop any possible death. Hell, he welcomed death with open arms, drinking himself to sleep half the time which could eventually lead up to alcohol poisoning.
As Aya's voice hit his ears, his eye narrowed a little mouth opened in surprise. Dropping the knife at her words, he'd suddenly shout. "Aya! You pervert, what are you doing with my bed? What are you doing in my house? Get out!" He would race forward, trying to grab his sheets and pull them out from under her. While typically the one who was "the pervert" was a male, and technically Aya wasn't doing anything really bad besides sleeping, he was not at all interested in sex, and he also wasn't aware all she was doing was sleeping. He thought she was doing something much less innocent here - and to be fair, she had literally snuck into his cabin.[spoiler=tags]
general ; "you've got a second chance"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | no crush | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd and depression, former alcoholic
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.
★ looks very sickly because of famine
appearance ; "you could go home"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "escape it all"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
 family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ; "it's just irrelevant"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
★ hunger is affecting his ability to fight well
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can somewhat control
conjuration  discovered  can somewhat control
teleportation  discovered  can fully control
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center][div style="width:450px;text-align:justify;margin-top:10px;color:#000;"][size=9pt] ― AYA | tags
Yes, okay, she had snuck into his cabin, and she was asleep in his bed, but it was for innocent reasons! She wanted to sleep! "Hey, I'm no pervert!" She lied through her teeth, jumping as he pulled the sheets. "I just wanted to sleep!" She plopped herself back down stubbornly, glaring up at Clown with indignation in her yellow gaze. "I'm not gettin' out. I practically live here." With that, she stuck her tongue out at Clown, watching him warily. She wasn't afraid of Clown - he was practically her best friend - but she knew he could be unpredictable. Hmph. Anyway, Aya wasn't interested in sex either - though shit, she hadn't had any since coming back from the dead - but hey, if Clown made any moves, Aya wouldn't exactly be refusing.
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]He glared accusingly, dropping the sheets as he realized he wasn't going to get far. "Yes, you are a pervert." He would say with an indignant raise of his head. As she stuck out her tongue at him, his eye flared with annoyance. "Dude, no I actually live here. Don't you have a cabin for yourself?" He would question. It was highly unlikely Circusclown would ever hurt Aya, unless she did something really bad. And as of now, while she was quite a nuisance she wasn't necessarily bad or doing any harm. It wasn't any less agitating though. Looking around for something somewhat harmless to hit her with, he looked back at her attempting to give her a gentle smack to her cheek, claws sheathed to prevent harm. "Get off my bed man. I was gonna sleep there." He would grumble.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "you've got a second chance"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | no crush | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd and depression, former alcoholic
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.
★ looks very sickly because of famine
appearance ; "you could go home"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "escape it all"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
 family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ; "it's just irrelevant"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
★ hunger is affecting his ability to fight well
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can somewhat control
conjuration  discovered  can somewhat control
teleportation  discovered  can fully control
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center][div style="width:450px;text-align:justify;margin-top:10px;color:#000;"][size=9pt] ― AYA | tags
"I don't have my own cabin." She admitted, moving and sitting on his blankets again. "So I sleep here sometimes. Y'don't mind, do you?" At his hit, she shifted her gaze to be dead serious, and said flatly, "Harder." Was she joking? Hard to tell. "You can still sleep here, I'll just be here too."
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]At her confession, he flicked his torn ears down. "It's a mess here! Why would you sleep here of all places? I do mind! This is my cabin, as is I barely get privacy!" He exclaimed. As she however reacted to the slap, he sighed a little realizing this was a lost cause. Guessed he was gonna sleep on his pillows... Suddenly grabbing one in his jaws, he'd attempt to smack it roughly onto Aya. "Out out out out! I'll even help you find your own cabin!" He said, words somewhat muffled. This pillow was the best thing to use in this situation, so he might as well give it a shot.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "you've got a second chance"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | no crush | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd and depression, struggling with alcohol addiction
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.
★ looks very sickly because of famine
appearance ; "you could go home"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "escape it all"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
— family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ; "it's just irrelevant"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
★ hunger is affecting his ability to fight well
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can somewhat control
conjuration — discovered — can somewhat control
teleportation — discovered — can fully control
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center][div style="width:450px;text-align:justify;margin-top:10px;color:#000;"][size=9pt] ― AYA | tags
"I sleep here 'cause it's a mess, 'cause it's your mess!" Aya protested, wrapping herself into the sheets. "This' the only place I feel comfortable enough to sleep! Be flattered!" At the hit of a pillow, her singular eye glared through the sheets. "Now you're just being childish." She made sure to visibly get comfortable, saying stubbornly, "Not moving."
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt] "Wow, how kind of you." Circusclown would respond dryly. Upon succeeding at his 'attack,' his lips pulled into a smile. Though, at her words he stared at the bundled up calico. She was really insisting on staying here. Dropping the pillow in his maw, he'd move to grab a slightly bigger one before swinging it at her, trying to maybe disrupt the sheets as well as his claws tried once more to drag it forward. Childish, him? Pfff, no!
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "you've got a second chance"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | no crush | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd and depression, struggling with alcohol addiction
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.
★ looks very sickly because of famine
appearance ; "you could go home"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "escape it all"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
 family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ; "it's just irrelevant"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
★ hunger is affecting his ability to fight well
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can somewhat control
conjuration  discovered  can somewhat control
teleportation  discovered  can fully control
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
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