05-29-2017, 08:20 PM
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown had been practicing his conjuration, particularly trying to conjure a knife. However it seemed no matter what he did, he could only conjure items that did nothing particularly damaging. He had used all his energy, constantly conjuring things like tin cans and glass cups. He also couldn't conjure alcohol. He could conjure a bottle it should be in, but there was never any alcohol in it. It really pissed him off, honestly. He had taken a nap to get some energy back, and when he woke up he looked at the scattered objects around him. Ah, crap. Conjuring a bag, he would begun to clunk things into the bag until everything was clean.
There. Back to conjuring. Concentrating, he once more tried to make a knife pop out of thin air. Instead, a camera popped out. While he might've ignored it had it been a common object or something small, this was probably the most advanced thing he's conjured thus far. And it was recording - he could tell it was because he used to rant to some cameras. Grabbing it, he'd search for the button to stop recording it. After doing so, he'd click the playback button and delete the video that was just recorded.
The image before that showed - and it was an image of him. Clearly not one he might've accidentally taken, what with how far away it was from him. Was someone... Taking pictures of him? He couldn't help but realize the resemblance of this camera - the resemblance to the one he had listened to a long time ago. His father had been furious when Circusclown had found that. But then again, that was all a bit of a blur and all cameras looked the same. Slowly turning to the next one, his eye widened a little upon what he saw, and the voice that came out of it for only a few seconds. Right now he was in public - he couldn't turn on the video right now, he'd be too scared to. He didn't want to know what it was. Powering off the camera, he'd look at the bag of trash he had.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "you've got a second chance"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | represses his feelings for aya | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd and depression, struggling with alcohol addiction
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.
★ looks very sickly because of famine
appearance ; "you could go home"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "escape it all"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
 family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ; "it's just irrelevant"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
★ hunger is affecting his ability to fight well
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can somewhat control
conjuration  discovered  can somewhat control
teleportation  discovered  can fully control
super strength  discovered  can fully control
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
There. Back to conjuring. Concentrating, he once more tried to make a knife pop out of thin air. Instead, a camera popped out. While he might've ignored it had it been a common object or something small, this was probably the most advanced thing he's conjured thus far. And it was recording - he could tell it was because he used to rant to some cameras. Grabbing it, he'd search for the button to stop recording it. After doing so, he'd click the playback button and delete the video that was just recorded.
The image before that showed - and it was an image of him. Clearly not one he might've accidentally taken, what with how far away it was from him. Was someone... Taking pictures of him? He couldn't help but realize the resemblance of this camera - the resemblance to the one he had listened to a long time ago. His father had been furious when Circusclown had found that. But then again, that was all a bit of a blur and all cameras looked the same. Slowly turning to the next one, his eye widened a little upon what he saw, and the voice that came out of it for only a few seconds. Right now he was in public - he couldn't turn on the video right now, he'd be too scared to. He didn't want to know what it was. Powering off the camera, he'd look at the bag of trash he had.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "you've got a second chance"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | represses his feelings for aya | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd and depression, struggling with alcohol addiction
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.
★ looks very sickly because of famine
appearance ; "you could go home"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "escape it all"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
 family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ; "it's just irrelevant"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
★ hunger is affecting his ability to fight well
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can somewhat control
conjuration  discovered  can somewhat control
teleportation  discovered  can fully control
super strength  discovered  can fully control
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
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