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[ritz.]

this is gonna be a bloody m e s s until i can remember how to do fancyposts and such or find my old ones s o uh ignore this and just don't look at anything

[wolfsong]

*:･ﾟ✦ you sure know how to drop that guillotine on me
though you would never wanna see me bleed *:･ﾟ✦

>> wolfsong >> clan tba >> smol round babe >> storage here

[leafblaze]

and i don't think i can ever learn how to love just right —
— so run, run as far as your dark brown eyes can see

>> leafblaze >> clan tba >> edgelord fboi >> storage to be linked

[crowflight]

AND IF I CAN ONLY DREAM OF UP FROM DOWN THERE
GOD, HELP ME, I'LL BE GONE.

>> crowflight >> thunderclan >> storage to be linked

[ritz.]

[TW; his history will include parts of child abuse, neglect, and domestic violence. please read with caution.]

> jasper elliot lee
> often referred to as jackass, endearingly.
> 19 y/o; birthday is april 4th, 1999
> cis male; he/him pronouns
> pansexual and panromantic; strictly dominant one in relationships
> current location is some shit town in florida

> 6'3, 120 lbs.
> hair color is black, eye color is brown.
> has a tongue piercing, and some tattoos to be added.
> to say that jasper is simply a pretty boy would to be an understatement. he's often been referred to the devil in disguise, looking like an absolute angel on the outside to lure those into the terrors that hide beneath the skin. his eyes are a soft brown, often pulling people in with a simple glance. his lips are full and a shade of pale pink, his nose is broad and his jawline is sharp; looking as if it had been handcrafted by god himself for his favorite angel. his hair length varies from either just below his ear to a long, tumbling wave of a thick black mane that he often pulls into a bun. he often has some scruff around his jaw from being too lazy to shave, but it never really grows more than that.
his body is lanky,
> his aesthetic can vary from day to day. sometimes he looks like an utter fuckboi from the shoulders down, supporting whatever's fashion trends most popular in the world of the straight white male, or he'll look like an edgelord, sporting his favorite skating brands. more often than not in the colder months,

[spoiler=history, please read with caution]jasper is the middle child in the lee family, being two years behind his sister and two years before his brother. growing up, life was never that... good. in fact, his home was a war zone. his father left when he was five for his 21-year-old mistress and never even looked back when he pulled out in his truck, leaving jasper and his siblings to sit by the window of their one story home waiting for something that would never happen. his mother was an alcoholic; she nursed her own bottles more than she nursed her own kids and often times didn’t pay attention to them. when she did finally take the time to glance over, it was never good and often ended in more tears than it would if they had tried to creep silently throughout the empty, loveless halls. the three siblings quickly learned to walk in silence in their home, resorting mainly to staying in their shared bedroom.

when it came to school, jasper was never the model student. he often got into fights, had bad grades and as he got older, the less he showed up. his mentality was pure shit; no good would come from him so why the hell bother? the only person who encouraged him to be anything was pipit, but it fell on deaf ears. jasper instead would go out to parties, get unbelievably drunk and get into fights before stumbling home. by the time he turned 16, he was a shell of who he could had been. he had completely given up on himself and it very clearly showed. but, he did meet somebody. he was a much older man, 20 while jasper was still a minor, and he spoke in words that could give the boy goosebumps. jasper fell head over heels for him, and was ready to do just about anything to keep him.

so, when vic carefully asked jasper to go to the ends of the world with him... there was no way he could deny. of course, nobody would never know if it was because he did truly love the boy or if he found it was his way out. he hurried home and packed all of his bags with no dismay and left without a trace, in the similar fashion his father had only ten years prior. vic took him to orlando where they made a home together. but the home soon became that familiar battleground.

at first, vic was gentle. when he hit, he hit the wall. when he shouted, his hands stayed at bay. jasper didn't flinch when he would raise a hand to reach for a glass in the kitchen, he wouldn't sit there anxious in his home that he couldn''t leave for just when the older boy wold get home. but, it became that. after a few too many drinks, a plate was smashed and instead of his fist hitting the wall, it hit somewhere else. it took almost two years for the boy to leave him. by then he was fresh; a now legal adult. he could go anywhere but instead, he chose to go home and see his family. he knew his sister must of left but grey? grey had to be there. he journeyed home via uber, spending hundreds of dollars just to see that shit trailer again.

or well, hundreds of dollars to see what was nothing but a vacant lot when he got there. everything he wanted to get away from was finally gone, but now there was an empty hole in his chest. he felt defeated and for a while was a hopeless wanderer, up until he finally parked it in some dead-end town in florida where he makes a living off of drug dealing and nurses himself to sleep with a bottle of whiskey every night.[/spoiler]

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