DO U LIKE ME TOO? / keeping up with pizui

[Pizui]

havent gotten any time to cry but all the time in the world to be mad @ myself wowieeeeeeeeeeeee

[Pizui]

Ive been talking to my friends about Puma and? one person asked if he was hiding from me, n i was like yeah b, then she told me that he did that bc he didnt want me to feel sad when he died bUT I DO
IM SO SAD AND MAD AND UGHUJSEJFNHLIAWD I SHOULDVE TOOK HIM TO THE VET WHEN I NOTICED HE WAS BECOMING SKINNY ASF

[Pizui]

okay two things
kinda triggering? bullying with mention of suicide kinda
1. wowie okay so my "friend," Vin, has been an asshole lately to this kid, Micheal. Mic already gets shit on every class repetitively? but hes actually? really chill so I don't really understand why? Its def to do with the fact that he is loud but that's just his voice and I don't think he even realizes it. Anyways, Vin is like a little brother to me, or he used to be. We were tight asf in 7th grade and since I moved, we've grown apart. Now, we're in World Geo together and I was hoping we could become tight again but uh not anymore.
[spoiler=continued]Everyday, he rants at Mic about how annoying and dumb (used a slur-like word but this is what he means). He calls him names, yells slurs at him, [negatively] talks about his weight, etc. SO, Last tuesday? I told him to "chill a bit" while he was going off on Mic. This boy turned around, stared at me dead-faced, and told me to worry about my own business and get off his ass. Then when I told him it wasnt just his business, which it wasnt. This affected the entire class considering we have to hear his ass everyday. He replied to shut up then went back to Mic. I wasnt going to say anything bc after most people get told to chill, they chill even a little bit. But he told Mic to go on some pills or kill himself and Mic was just sitting there so ya bitch was like "um? Rico can you fr chill? You shouldnt say that stuff, not only can you get arrested if he actually does it but you dont know if he has depression and will do it." Then this bitch told me to "stop being sensitive" and started making fun of people with triggers. He used the excuse that he was just being honest and not fake.
.2 seconds later, the teacher called on me and asked if I knew what was happening. I was zoning out to think about what to do with Vin, so I was just like "nope, everything is going in one ear and out the other." Then someone in the class was like "he looks mad," and the guy behind me, whos p chill and also told Vin to chill but joined in on making fun of people with triggers?, asked me if I was okay. I used the excuse that my cat just died, which was also on my mind. Then the same people who were like "lol hate u" were like "ohnooooooooo are you okay? it gets better ((". If you dont want to be fake n want to be brutally honest, atleast stick with it you shits.
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2. Has anyone else noticed how messy I am? Ill be like "wow Im so proud of myself" then be like "fuck me i suck " the next second??? america explain????????? i am confusion

[Pizui]

gOT7'S NEW ALBUM IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOD ASSSSSSSSS SHITTTT

[Pizui]

Hi i've been inactive bc of vacation and school
whatsapp

[Pizui]

im swear im not dead
just very busy and very focused on certain things

[Asyli]

hi, hello
i love you

[Pizui]

hi, hello
I love u too, squad fam

[Pizui]

LISTS
[spoiler=why im a bad water polo teammate]
1. i hate water polo
2. ill just sit and watch for the first quarter
3. i cheat like a crazy mofo
4. im tiny and weak, i get ran over easily
5. im bad with decisions so while im good at catching, im bad at passing
6. idk what the fuck is going on 99% of the time like who has the ball?
7. 100% guaranteed to be depressed and sad during the game
8. i annoy tf out of whoever im guarding bc ill literally be on top of them
9. im a  c h e a t e r
10. u have to tell me who to guard bc otherwise, ill just float around[/spoiler]

[Pizui]

Hi ive been really upset lately with,, a lot of different things
math and bio stAArs are next week - good, i get to fail )))
im just
fsuknskfunaef
with everything rn
lately, too, Ive been going home and going to sleep the second I hit the car and just pass out in it til 8-10, when I wake up
its great