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— Lucerne enjoyed his own company, wandering around and exploring. If he was quite honest, he was, in fact, searching for a particular shop in order to find himself an instrument which once had been attached to him by the hip. As a child, he often played the violin and the piano in order to think of something that was not any menial details of every day life. Music was a temporary escape and, to him, it was his very own idea of therapy. Ever since he'd gone through that he went through, he was left with an emptiness in his heart, a void which he never knew could possibly ever be created within his soul. He'd assumed that he was untouchable, yet the moment he began to care for somebody, his world was quick to cave in. Caring had always been proven to be a disadvantage to Lucerne; Cornelius was the final proof.

He had been mindlessly wondering throughout the streets of the town in his very own thoughts when he saw Sheogorath up ahead, limping out of a shop and into the street. Hands were clasped behind his back, silently wandering after the man and quickly catching up, merely out of the realization that he'd feel awfully awkward for walking behind Sheogorath, seemingly following when this had only been a coincidence that they were on the same street. And so, Lucerne met beside Sheogorath, several feet away from the red headed man purely out of his own social awkwardness. Eyes darted ahead of where he walked, unable to look at Sheogorath's face.

"I can't be the only person who gets bored here." He started off plainly, his shifty eyes flitting over and landing on the shop fronts. He needed to find something to occupy his mind. A hobby. A violin would be ideal, though he was sure that anything would suffice at this point he was so desperate. He cleared his throat, finally flitting his gaze over towards Sheogorath before doing a double take. He wore a rainbow choker and, whilst it may have been appealing to some, Lucerne was pretty sure he was going to be driven mad by these Badlanders. "Oh, dear God." Lucerne uttered softly, looking ahead of him once again. Silence. And then, he looked back and smiled awkwardly, gesturing to the choker, "Are you really going to keep that?" Words so condescending.

Lucerne was doing what he did best. Without intending to be hurtful, absolutely breaking people's hearts with his unkind words. Perhaps he would never understand the consequences of his actions, and perhaps he'd always live a life of accidentally saying words which would hurt people's feelings. He supposed it was what he was good at doing.

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⫸ wilhelm lucerne nouvel // no known nicknames
⫸ goes by his middle name, lucerne
⫸ male // he/him
⫸ thirty three // ages real time // born fourteenth february
⫸ medic for the badlands // formerly a loner
⫸ joined BL - twenty first february

appearance.
faceclaim - benedict cumberbatch
voice claim - benedict cumberbatch
⫸ speaks with a received pronunciation british accent
⫸ 6'2ft // tall and lithe // very little muscle mass
⫸ cold, china blue eyes and disheveled, dark brunet hair
⫸ physical health - 100%
    — current injuries: none as of now
⫸ mental health - 70%
    — has been showing signs of major depressive disorder

personality.
⫸ enigmatic and difficult to understand
⫸ astute and intellectual // generally very logical in his way of thinking
⫸ self-absorbed and overly prideful // massive god complex
⫸ lack of empathy and often insincere // evident sociopathic tendencies
⫸ assertive, blunt and arrogant // strong, unwavering opinions
⫸ analytical and perceptive // often good at figuring things out at breakneck speed
⫸ overly motivated and stubborn // it's often his way or the highway
⫸ chronic boredom, often acts out childishly based on this
⫸ fastidious and a known perfectionist
⫸ unpredictable and notably unhinged // makes it difficult to get on with him
⫸ a total narcissist in many ways
⫸ aloof and incredibly socially awkward // very antisocial in general
⫸ a complete drama queen // incredibly theatrical and melodramatic
⫸ breathes sarcasm // snide and often witty with his quips
⫸ silently a very sensitive and introverted soul // worries about what others think
⫸ self-conscious towards how people react towards him // this makes him withdrawn

relationships.
⫸ wilhelm nouvel x annette nouvel // one older brother [deceased]
⫸ aromantic asexual // not interested in any romance
⫸ has taken a liking towards addy douglas
    — sees him as his person
    — doesn't view their relationship as romantic
    — loyalty lies with him entirely

interaction.
storage // plot
⫸ physically: medium // mentally: hard
⫸ owns a pistol but finds the idea of injuring somebody very difficult
⫸ dislikes getting into physical fights as he's not very good at fighting
⫸ would much rather die than kill somebody else
⫸ will be acting out of character as he is still grieving over the loss of his brother
TW. he is an active drug addict // cocaine, heroin and opioids such as morphine
    — some interactions with him may be whilst he is under the influence of said drugs

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sheogorath
He wasn't sure what kind of shop he had found, several blocks from the sea, closer to the outskirts of town. It was filled with dust, nearly falling in, and shadowy, given the lack of windows that allowed in afternoon sunlight. Sheogorath browsed the empty shelves, lined with the debris that had gathered there over the course of it's abandonment. He said nothing as he explored. He didn't ramble to himself or to the stone in his pocket like he used to. He was different, now, ever since returning medicated from Springfield. Mary always woke him up to take the valium at eight in the morning each day, so he never missed a pill.

The red head drew in a heavy breath, before coughing away the dust that left a bad taste in his mouth. That was when he saw it, something lingering upon the edge of a hook on the wall. It was struck by a small, cascading stream of sunlight that crept through a crack in the ceiling, rainbow in color, lined with spikes. Upon closer inspection, he realized what it was. A choker, fashionable, and it made his neck feel...well, less exposed. Less vulnerable. He used to have one, when he had first joined the Badlands. Some people called him a dog for it, but he had never minded. It was a shame he had lost it.

A strange sense of affection filtered into his mind at the sight of the brightly hued accessory. Slowly, he reached toward the wall, and pulled the choker off of it's hook. There was a tag on it, and with a quick gesture of his hand, he tore it away. Then, he unhooked the metal hooks in the back, and slipped it around his neck. Instantly he felt protected by the tight, soft leather around his throat. Now, it would be much more difficult to slit his throat in the night without waking him. He had missed this feeling. Not to mention, he enjoyed the look of it. Turning on his heel, Sheogorath limped out of the building and back into the street, his hair like a brand of fire beneath rays of burning afternoon light.
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Sheogorath noticed the presence of the other man, heard the idle comment about being bored. The red headed man turned toward the doctor with curious eyes, and it seemed Lucerne looked at him in that same moment. Sheogorath was incapable of reading emotions, so he had no idea what was going through the other male's head when those eyes caught sight of Sheogorath's new accessory. He supposed all he could do was hope that Lucerne approved, but really, since when had Sheogorath cared what other's thought?

He supposed it mattered more now than it did when he was manic, his drive to find approval in others. When he was depressed, he didn't seek approval from anyone, and when he was manic, he sought it only for himself, but when he was....like this, entirely neutral, somewhere in between but neither happy nor sad, he found himself desiring the approval of others, and he didn't know why.

So, when Lucerne questioned him whether or not Sheogorath planned to keep the rainbow, spiked choker, Sheogorath got the sense that the other man wasn't too fond of it. The red head frowned slightly. Should he just take it off?

"You don't like it." It wasn't a question, but a quiet statement. Growing silent, Sheogorath considered what to do next, raising a hand to the choker to toy with it gently. Well...he liked the choker. Isn't that what mattered, in the end? Sheogorath thought that if it made him feel comfortable and secure, then there was nothing wrong with wearing it, no matter what others seemed to think. A slow smirk crossed the man's face as he accepted that. "Well...I think's it's fashionable." Sheogorath added. He sounded monotone, but there was a hint of self approval within the voice.
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