[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown would calmly listen to Price, who seemed extremely giddy to see him. What was this guys problem? Maybe it was good someone felt so enthusiastic to give their ally a gift basket, but he was quite certain this was a little unprofessional. However, as the male said 'no harm in seeing you' that was when it sort of clicked. Oh, geez. He was very good at detecting emotion, and the other clearly had feelings for Circusclown. Often when others had feelings for him the Shadowclan leader would ignore them as long as he could until he was forced to acknowledge them, he had done it with Leo and that's what he would do now as well.
Looking towards the gifts, he'd grin a little.
"Thank you so much for the gifts - Shadowclan really appreciates it." He then flicked his ears up at the others next set of words.
"Pointers? His dull blue eye would squint a little. Him, give advice about leading? He couldn't even hold a meeting without shaking like the world was crashing down.
"I don't really have much advice - I'm not really that experienced. But my best advice is to always put your clan first. You should always listen to what they want before you do something, I suppose?" He'd suggest, though his words remained calm as ever. As his gaze looked to Eobshin, he'd smile a little. He agreed with Price on that - she was certainly adorable.
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general ;
"drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | no crush | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd, depression & alcoholism
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ has flashbacks about killing his mother
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ smells like alcohol - smell is strong enough that it nearly blocks out shadowclan scent
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is
very loud for a domestic feline.
appearance ;
"stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [
reference ].
personality ;
"with the things you could do"
★
true neutral |
being evil sucks |
the atoner
 family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.
interaction ;
"you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in
#c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can somewhat control
conjuration  discovered  can conjure small things
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
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