07-05-2018, 03:05 PM
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07-05-2018, 03:13 PM
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07-25-2018, 04:59 PM
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[align=center] i've heard it all before ✧ general
 barrett terrell jernigan / barry, princess, bear, ferret, titty
 hates nicknames with a burning passion
 male / 21 years / january 17th / capricorn
 member of camp apocalypse / team bears
 created 11-19-17 / joined camp apocalypse 7-5-18
 three dogs: edgar, allen, and pie
i don’t even care ✧ appearance
 5'10 / 178 cm / 183 lbs
 english origin / obvious english accent
 usually curly blonde hair / brown eyes
 usually wears a black jacket over a t-shirt and jeans
 tons of bracelets on both wrists, dirty old iron ring hanging on a chain around his neck, and black ring on left middle finger
 tons of piercings (black studs in both ears, silver double helix in right ear, silver industrial bar in left ear, tongue piercing)
 faceclaim is max barczak
 injuries: none
why should i give in to all the bullshit? ✧ personality
 gryffindor / choleric / dauntless / mbti / true neutral
 confident, courageous, decisive, dedicated, dutiful, focused, patient
 aggressive, blunt, daring, determined, self-deprecating, snarky, calculating
 abrasive, asocial, cynical, disloyal, hostile, hotheaded, impassive
 inconsiderate, irritable, obstinate, restless, selfish untrustworthy, vindictive
 dysthymic disorder / insomniac / restless / irritable / gets headaches often
 very artistic / music, poetry, writing, arts & crafts, woodworking, painting, drawing, etc.
if i don’t, i might lose it all ✧ relationships & interaction
 biromantic asexual / little interest
 single / no crush / [ 0 ] potential crushes
 no physical contact / will slap you if you touch him
 very, very introverted & aggressive & stubborn
 difficulty depends on skill level, age, experence, size, etc.
i don’t want to lose it all ✧ history & family
 grew up in a london orphanage / no known family
 went to school until halfway through 10th grade
 adoptive mother died when he was 16
 left with a few other kids from the orphanage at age 16
 watched most of the other kids die when he was 17
 traveled alone until he set out on a raft & found camp apocalypse
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07-28-2018, 07:23 PM
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07-29-2018, 09:56 PM
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He’s a brave, determined person who’s not afraid to say what he wants to say, and daring to the point of being reckless. He’s got a relatively short temper when the right buttons are pushed, and his confidence in himself can manifest in the form of arrogance. He tends to disregard rules that don’t benefit him, or that restrict him, and he isn’t exactly the brightest at times (most of the time)â€â€he was raised in a home with 20 other children, what do you expect?
He’s not exactly an intimidating figure, seeing as he stands at the relatively average height of 5’10 and has the muscle mass of a toothpick, but his voice is his main weapon of intimidation. He nearly never holds a soft tone towards people, unless they’re a very close friend, or one of his dogs. He has very few fearsâ€â€the only prominent one is his extreme acrophobiaâ€â€and goes into situations headfirst, sometimes without even considering the dangers of what he’s doing.
He doesn’t feel like he should always do what seems to be “good†or “badâ€Â. In fact, most of the time he doesn’t even understand the difference between the two. He’s apathetic towards most things, not allowing himself to be too affected by tragedies or the like. He’s not drawn to help others, being almost exclusively focused on his own wellbeing. He may help out friends, but strangers can expect no aid from him, and enemies can expect nothing more than him taking advantage of their weakness. He isn’t afraid to fight dirty if it means he’ll survive, and if he wins a fight he’s sure to gloat about his victory.
He will help friends out, but most of the time he expects a favor in return. He generally stays true to his word, and he will avoid betraying those who trust him.
He sees himself as a very realistic person; however, he
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07-29-2018, 09:57 PM
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MY BLOOD IS WATER WITH RED DYE
I’M HOLLOWED OUT WITH NOTHING INSIDE â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€ TAGS
YOU'RE STANDING ON THE EDGE
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★ BARRETT JERNIGAN ★
[table] full name  Barrett Terrell Jernigan
nicknames  Barry, titty, princess, ferret, bear
â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€ He. Hates. Nicknames. There are very few instances where he is okay with being called anything other than just "Barrett".
aliases  N/A
preferred name  Barrett
biological sex  Male
gender identity  Male
pronouns  He/him
physical age  21 years
mental age  Varies from anywhere between 18 and 28 years old.
birthdate  January 17th, 2017
zodiac  Capricorn
aging method  Realistic
date of creation  November 19th, 2017
belongings â€â€
â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€ Belonging in detail
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[table] | overall description  english origin; obvious english accent; usually curly blonde hair; green eyes; usually wears a black jacket over a black shirt and dark jeans; tons of bracelets on both wrists, dirty old iron ring hanging on a chain around his neck, and black ouroboros ring on left middle finger; tons of piercings (black studs in both ears, silver double helix in right ear, silver industrial bar in left ear, tongue piercing)
sex  Male
age  21
eyes  Brown
hair  Blonde
build  Thin and lightly muscled
scars/markings â€â€
other â€â€
voice â€â€
accent â€â€
gait â€â€
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[table] overall personality â€â€
positive traits  Focused, adaptable, artistic, brave, creative, curious, decisive, hard-working, inventive, loyal, observant, patient, practical, resourceful, versatile
neutral traits  assertive, determined, confident, blunt, proud
negative traits  aggressive, callous, cocky, competitive, cynical, gruff, insensitive, liar, moody, perfectionist, pessimist, reckless, reclusive, remorseless, sarcastic, selfish, sore loser, spiteful, stubborn, temperamental, unrepetant
personality type  Choleric
alignment  True Neutral
habits/quirks  Chews on the tip of his thumb; rubs the pad of his thumb and index finger together; chews on the inside of his cheek
hobbies  songwriting, sketching, sleeping, wallowing in self pity, cooking,
general mood  Foul
sense of humor  Dark/self-deprecating
morals  Very few
strengths â€â€
likes â€â€
hopes/dreams/motivations â€â€
weaknesses â€â€
dislikes â€â€
fears/phobias  Acrophobia (fear of heights), trypanophobia (fear of needles), aphenphosmphobia (fear of intimacy or love), autophobia (fear of abandonment)
disorders/disabilities  Dysthymic disorder
OUTLOOK ON â€â€
self  He hates himself. He believes that he is a terrible, broken person who can never be fixed or get better. He feels like he is incapable of anything but failure.
life  Life sucks and then you die.
death  Ah, the sweet release of death.
fighting/violence  He welcomes it with open arms. Anything to ignore his emotions, right?
hate  A natural part of life. Everyone hates someone or something, and anyone who says they don't is a goddamn liar.
love  It's not real. There is nothing real or great about love, it's just a huge sham that never works out.
relationships  They're always too good to be true.
sex  He'd rather not think about that, thank you very much.
family  He doesn't know of any family members of his, but the idea of having a family warms his heart, surprisingly.
kids  He adores children. He almost thinks he wants one of his own someday, but for now his softie side is reserved for the one unborn child in Camp Apocalypse.
religion  See "Love".
lying  If it gets him further without seriously damaging anyone else, then he's all for it.
losing/loss  It's going to happen. He's gotten used to it.
the past  He'd rather forget about the past, but he's not opposed to thinking back to the good times.
the present  He suffers. He survives, somehow.
the future  Maybe things will get better, maybe they'll get worse. Either way, it'll still be shit.
BEHAVIOR WHEN â€â€
with friends â€â€
with enemies â€â€
with family â€â€
in love â€â€
embarrassed/flustered â€â€
happy â€â€
sad â€â€
grieving â€â€
drunk â€â€
angry â€â€
frustrated â€â€
hungry â€â€
hurt â€â€
sick â€â€
touched â€â€
in a bad mood â€â€
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[table] | blood parents  Unknown. His mother died during childbirth, and his father dumped him at an orphanage when he was an infant.
adopted parents  The owner of the orphanage, an older woman named Matilda Jernigan.
blood siblings  Unknown. At least one half-sister is out there in the world somewhere.
adopted siblings  N/A
other kin  Unknown.
sexual orientation  Asexual
romantic orientation  Biromantic
monogamous or polygamous  Either.
relationship status  Single.
their crushes  N/A
crushes on them  N/A
exes  Ezekiel "Zeke" Farley
blood children  N/A
adopted children  N/A
friends  None lol
frienemies  Pretty much everyone in Camp Apocalypse
enemies  N/A
acquaintances â€â€
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[table] history  His parents were young and naive, and
physical difficulty  Medium
battle notes  He has an old injury in his left shoulder that slows down that arm's movement; he has no formal training in any type of fighting; he will not hesitate to fight dirty.
squads â€â€
ships â€â€
titles â€â€
awards â€â€
[spoiler=playlist]Hollow  Stacked Like Pancakes
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song  Artist [/spoiler]
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