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[align=center][div style="background=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=; width: 600px; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 125%; text-align:justify"]uhh so i used to have like 8578209 characters but i hated all of them and never used them so now i have three!

elias felix guerrero
ahn seong-jin
rui chao yang

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[color=transparent]u rock !

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there's a fire inside of my bed, made of coals that i deeply regret - oh, you left me burning with the embers and i barely made it out alive, oh, whatever you do, don't come back for me; after all i've bled for you, i can hardly breathe

― elias "eli" felix guerrero was born in barcelona, spain, on october 25, 1997. the name elias was his great grandfather's name, meaning "jehovah is god". felix and guerrero together mean "lucky warrior". he is a demiromantic bisexual, with a preference for masculine figures. his face claim is rob raco.

― standing at 5'9", elias stands a bit taller than average height. he is lean with a decent amount of muscle, weighing around 146 lbs. the brunette has medium length hair, which most of the time is tucked behind his ears or hidden under a beanie. it is quite thick, which makes it difficult to control at times. he has bright blue eyes, which have quite the contrast compared to his darker skin and hair. usually, eli sticks to darker colors, but is known to wear red from time to time. skinny jeans and combat boots are his go to. when in private or with friends, you can find him wearing any color of the rainbow and gym shorts. bandanas are also a favorite. he has a leather strap on his right wrist that he is rarely seen without.

― despite his brooding appearance, elias is actually one of the most ENERGETIC people you'll ever meet. one rarely finds him standing still, whether in public or at home. in the rare instance where he has to remain stationary, he's usually sitting on a table or other surface not meant for sitting. that, or he has his head buried into his arms. said restlessness is most likely related to how ANXIOUS he tends to be. while eli is fantastic at hiding this side of him, it doesn't change the fact that it's very much there. most of this anxiety is channeled into CREATIVE energy, which usually takes the form of photography. this creativity is rarely shared with anyone, with the exception of close friends, as they're usually the subject of his photos. he's also very SELFLESS, and is willing to put even strangers before himself. he's had quite a struggle in becoming who he is, so he's made it his goal to help make that journey a little easier for other people. this leads to how DETERMINED he can be - once he sets his mind to a task, there's rarely anything that will stop him from finishing it (with the exception of important things, like paperwork). one of those things is his INSECURE mindset that can prove to be quite the impediment. thanks to how immature and talkative he can be at times, elias often feels inferior to his peers and unnecessary. he beats himself up quite easily because of this, but very few people actually get to see this side of him.

― trigger warning for abuse
elias was born in the outskirts of barcelona, spain, in a small town called canyelles. he is the oldest of his three other siblings, by a great margin of eleven years. for the majority of his childhood, the brunette came home to an empty house. his father often worked late and his mother traveled for work. on the rare occasion that he wasn't alone, usually on weekends and the random weekday, he was anything but welcomed. he was usually sent straight to his room to work or lectured by his mother for the tiniest things. shortly after his first sister was born, his mother got more aggressive. most days he left the house with a large bruise somewhere, which was covered up by sweatshirts even on the hottest days. on a particularly late night when eli was 14, he fell asleep with a broken nose. early the next morning, the brunette decided that he had to leave. packing his small duffle bag with all the cash he could find, a few t shirts and one pair of pants, a box of granola bars and his mother's ticket to america, elias left. he arrived in the united states a few days later by boat, and found himself stuck. he had nowhere to stay, and spoke very little english. for the next week, he stayed on the streets of new york, the money he had stolen from his parents barely supplying him with the most basic of necessities. a few days later, an old couple took him in. at first, elias was reluctant to open up, but soon realized that they were much different than his own parents, and told them his story in the best way he could. as it turned out, the couple had lost their only son a few years before eli had showed up. their generosity shocked the brunette, especially when they enrolled him in private school and taught him english.

[sleepyhum]

[color=transparent]u rock !

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obviously my wounds are open to see, but don't them seriously, i'll be fine! and you're more than alright, come and meet me in the trenches, i'll be taking cover, you can load the guns and i'll hide behind the others, always been a coward, you ask my friends i hide inside for hours, always had intense eyes!

― ahn seong-jin was born on january 1, 1999 in wasilla, alaska. his given name, seong-jin, consists of the two syllables seong (meaning star, planet) and jin (meaning shake, tremor, excite), and is written as 성진. he prefers to be called by his true name, jin. he is a grey-romantic pansexual without any preference. his face claim is min yoongi.

― one of the things someone first notices about jin would be his hair. it's usually hidden behind a beanie or other accessory due to it's unpredictable nature. however, concealing the thick, unruly locks that sit atop his head doesn't stop the male from dyeing it even more unpredictable colors, a token bit of his appearance. a less notable thing about him is his build; he stands at the average for korean males, 5'9, and weighs around 130 pounds, an insecurity of his. in order to effectively hide his lack of muscle, jin often wears baggy or bold clothing to draw attention away from his scrawny figure. a typical casual outfit consists of sneakers, oversized jumpers or sweaters, and skinny jeans. whenever the male is feeling a bit more rash, he'll bust out platform shoes, either boots or sneakers, along with an oddly printed dress shirt. variety is important to him, and this shows in his appearance.

― it isn't uncommon for him to make a wrong first impression on strangers due to his APATHETIC nature. this can be attributed his long-term difficulty with expressing his feelings. for those who actually take the time to break down the walls he's built up, you'll find something quite the contrary - seong-jin is one of the most CARING people you'll ever have the privilege of meeting. the male hides this side of himself from strangers because he doesn't want to be seen as vulnerable. however, once you've spent some alone time with him, you're able to easily see how considerate he is of others feelings. he's often teased for being the mom-friend, constantly checking up on those close to him and doing all in his power to help out. another notable trait of jin is how DEPENDENT he is on other people. while the male wouldn't admit it for his life, the second you share a meaningful exchange with him, he'll become very emotionally attached to you. he often takes everything those close to him say to heart, trying his best to please them. however, seong-jin remains CAUTIOUS around those he doesn't know very well to prevent getting hurt. this is one of the reasons why he comes off as cold-hearted even though it's truly the opposite. it's easy to tell that every word he speaks is chosen with vigilence in order to prevent accidentally offending his peers or getting himself into a situation he'd come to later regret.

― ahn seong-jin was born to two second generation korean immigrants in wasilla, alaska - a small town apart of the anchorage metropolitan area. he lived a very reserved yet happy childhood as an only child. much of this time was spent outdoors, thanks to his parents frequent "vacations" to other parts of the large state. however, it was clear from a very young age that jin wasn't as extroverted as his parents were. he would refuse to leave the second he was old enough to stay home from these trips. the only other times he would leave their secluded, three person home was to go to school, hockey practice, or to run errands for his parents. many of these trips were taken by foot, due to the small size and closeness of everything in the town. he ended up quitting hockey when he was a sophomore, despite making his way up to assistant captain. the sport wasn't nearly as appealing to him as it was when he first joined, and he was no longer able to keep up with the physical and mental demands of it. a month or so later, jin was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, and immediately put on medication for it. while most of his symptoms vanished within the first few weeks, he was still losing weight and rarely left his home. however, by the time he submitted his college applications, the hope of a new beginning sparked something in him - while he didn't gain almost any of the weight he lost back, jin was much more social, spending most of his time with those he grew up with. he's currently in his first year at purdue university in indiana, with a plan to major in linguistics.

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[color=transparent]u rock !

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goodbye to the friends i had, goodbye to my upstairs neighbor, goodbye to the kids downstairs and everybody who lent me a favor; goodbye to the dream, i had i really thought that i could save it.

― rui chao yang was born on may 12, 2002 in hana, hawaii. he is of chinese and portuguese descent. his faceclaim is huening kai.

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