11-13-2019, 08:45 AM
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Selena Felix
//tw for implied miscarriages and losing loved ones
Visiting her family was always... something. Sometimes good, sometimes less good, and she always left feeling weird. Sel tried to diagnose that feeling, and she'd come up with several possibilities. Firstly, that it felt weird because she was no longer connecting the same way she used to. Whether that was a recent shift or dated back before Lessandra burned the warehouse, before Sel started making these trips, she wasn't entirely sure. Secondly, that she was connecting, and it simply felt wrong to leave the life that she was ultimately devoted to. She might lay her head to rest in Los Santos (or Bluestem... or even the Badlands on occasion), but someday she would go home. To her real home, and she wouldn't come back. Maybe that's when the baby was born, or maybe when her father died. Hard to say now.
Or maybe the weird feeling came from something unique each visit. For instance, she'd given them this same announcement so many times, said that "this time it'll happen", after five times when it didn't, a sixth didn't make many waves. Her parents and brother were happy, of course, supportive as they always were, but there wasn't that spark of excitement anymore. She'd try them again in a few months, see if they'd finally understand that this time it was different.
Considering that this was her vacation, her break from the reality of her father's business, it was sort of funny that she'd told Mitch she was going on vacation. As far as he and anyone else was concerned though, she was. Away visiting family for a week or so. To some that was a perfectly normal, mundane reason, but Sel knew all too well how thoroughly the apocalypse had destroyed so many families. A young person's parents being alive was rare; knowing where they were and how to contact them was even more so.
Which was too bad. Sel knew that without Geoff and Eliza and Aaron she'd be fine, she'd find a way to make it on her own. But losing her sisters had taught her one thing vividly: she didn't want to lose any more family. It was completely and utterly devastating, and the exact sort of thing she did not need right now. Not that there was ever a good time to lose one's family, but she had the baby to think about. She needed to keep her stress low for its sake, if not her own.
Selena was back on Los Santos land now, she had to put those thoughts aside. Find Mitch, see if she'd missed anything while she was gone.
//you know I wanted to write about her visit but it turned out I had muse for this instead
[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 10/29/19]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 25 years 10 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie | Lady of Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands
Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, about 5'4" or so. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a
Important Info —
▪ Currently pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.
Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild
Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | 1/2 Seleo
▪ Romantically single | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed
Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]
Visiting her family was always... something. Sometimes good, sometimes less good, and she always left feeling weird. Sel tried to diagnose that feeling, and she'd come up with several possibilities. Firstly, that it felt weird because she was no longer connecting the same way she used to. Whether that was a recent shift or dated back before Lessandra burned the warehouse, before Sel started making these trips, she wasn't entirely sure. Secondly, that she was connecting, and it simply felt wrong to leave the life that she was ultimately devoted to. She might lay her head to rest in Los Santos (or Bluestem... or even the Badlands on occasion), but someday she would go home. To her real home, and she wouldn't come back. Maybe that's when the baby was born, or maybe when her father died. Hard to say now.
Or maybe the weird feeling came from something unique each visit. For instance, she'd given them this same announcement so many times, said that "this time it'll happen", after five times when it didn't, a sixth didn't make many waves. Her parents and brother were happy, of course, supportive as they always were, but there wasn't that spark of excitement anymore. She'd try them again in a few months, see if they'd finally understand that this time it was different.
Considering that this was her vacation, her break from the reality of her father's business, it was sort of funny that she'd told Mitch she was going on vacation. As far as he and anyone else was concerned though, she was. Away visiting family for a week or so. To some that was a perfectly normal, mundane reason, but Sel knew all too well how thoroughly the apocalypse had destroyed so many families. A young person's parents being alive was rare; knowing where they were and how to contact them was even more so.
Which was too bad. Sel knew that without Geoff and Eliza and Aaron she'd be fine, she'd find a way to make it on her own. But losing her sisters had taught her one thing vividly: she didn't want to lose any more family. It was completely and utterly devastating, and the exact sort of thing she did not need right now. Not that there was ever a good time to lose one's family, but she had the baby to think about. She needed to keep her stress low for its sake, if not her own.
Selena was back on Los Santos land now, she had to put those thoughts aside. Find Mitch, see if she'd missed anything while she was gone.
//you know I wanted to write about her visit but it turned out I had muse for this instead
[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 10/29/19]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 25 years 10 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie | Lady of Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands
Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, about 5'4" or so. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a
Important Info —
▪ Currently pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.
Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild
Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | 1/2 Seleo
▪ Romantically single | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed
Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]
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DARLING, DARLING, DOESN'T HAVE A PROBLEM
LYING TO HERSELF 'CAUSE HER LIQUOR'S TOP SHELF
IT'S ALARMING HONESTLY HOW CHARMING SHE CAN BE
FOOLING EVERYONE, TELLING HOW SHE'S HAVING FUN