WANNA BE YOURS [open, stargazing]

[Sel]

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Selena Felix

Sel couldn't sleep. Most nights she was out shortly after her head hit the pillow, but tonight it was evading her. After an hour, maybe two, of trying in vain to drift off, she got up and pulled a silk robe over her pajamas. Hey, there was no reason for her to have anything less than nice, was there?

She made her way up to the hotel roof, taking a seat on a bench and looking up at the brilliantly starry sky. It didn't used to be this starry, her parents told her, once upon a time the stars were distant and dim. Too much light pollution, but now there was pretty much none. The occasional fire, often not even that big. A lighter, briefly coming alive before being hid by a hand as someone lit their cigarette. A dying campfire with a slumbering figure beside it. A torch carried by one of the night patrols.

The sky was amazing.

Sel drew her robe closer around her, wishing she'd brought a blanket.

[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 10/01/19]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 25 years 9 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie | Lady of Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands

Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, about 5'4" or so. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a

Important Info —
▪ Currently pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.

Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild

Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | Seleo
▪ Romantically single | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed

Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]

[Sel]

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[truce.]

[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: verdana; font-size: 7pt; letter-spacing: 1.2px; word-spacing: 0px; line-height: 12px; color: #000"]    Maybe Eben was nocturnal. The type to sleep in all morning if he could, yet also the type to be active throughout the dark. Like a bat. Slipping through the dark unnoticed, silent, ghostly. It was up for debate - maybe he was a night dweller. On these nights, it'd always been the very same situation; Eben would find himself navigating his way through the territory, little lighting up the path apart from the moonlight and the swinging lamp in his fist. Today, however, had been different.

Originally, he'd only been slipping out of the hotel unnoticed, trying not to disturb any who were resting. But then, Eben stilled at the sight of Selena making her way down the hotel's hallway and out a door, piquing his interest. Where did that door lead to? He blinked, stood in thought for a moment before he followed quietly. It lead him up to the roof of the hotel, Eben tipping his chin out to look out across the world from above. No wonder she had made her way up here - it was nice up here.

Shuffling over, Eben shoved his hands in his pockets as he then flitted his gaze up to look at the sky. ❝ You come here often? ❞ He asked, eyes searching the stars as if he weren't stultified by their routine appearance in the night sky. Take Eben as some miserable person who didn't believe that the stars were beautiful, but his opinion was that he had to watch them one too many times in his life to care anymore. But, his opinions lay dormant behind his mask. ❝ Because, I don't blame you with a sight like this. ❞ He gestured at the sky. If she liked the stars, then he'd like them too.

// don't mind if i dooo

[Sel]

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Selena Felix

Sel was well acquainted with the night and all one might do under its cloak, though with her recent lifestyle and how goddamn tiring making a baby was, she was getting to know the daytime, too.

Not tonight. Tonight the stars wanted her, and so she sat and gazed up at them, hands cupping her stomach. Then there was someone else there, Eben. She hadn't heard his approach, only his voice. "Not if I can help it, these days." New babies meant running on little sleep, right? She had to get it while she could. "I'm getting to see what I've been missing out on." She glanced over at him, then patted the seat next to her. "You can join me, if you'd like."

[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 11/23/19]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 25 years 11 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie | Lady of Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands

Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, about 5'4" or so. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a

Important Info —
▪ Currently pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.

Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild

Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | 1/2 Seleo
▪ Dating Mateo Suarez | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed

Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]

[truce.]

[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: verdana; font-size: 7pt; letter-spacing: 1.2px; word-spacing: 0px; line-height: 12px; color: #000"]    Eben peered over with a curious eye as Sel patted the space beside her. He said nothing else for the time being, head turning as he glanced around at the view momentarily before stepping over quietly and taking a seat beside her. Fingers drumming against his knee. Eyes darting around. ❝ Do you think you'll come up here much after the baby is born? ❞ It was such an oddly specific question, but Eben was curious. Not that he ever would or wanted to, but if he had a baby he'd do shit like this. Sit out in the fresh air during a restless night.

If she did, Sel was likely to do it to help the baby settle down. If it was Eben, he'd do it to get away from the baby. Needless to say, he'd never make a good father. He would never make a good anything for a matter of fact. But, he was all right with just existing in the moment, even if he saw very little in himself.

[Sel]

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Selena Felix

She watched him move out of the corner of her eye, half lidded and lashes lowered so he wouldn't notice her observation. The pause before he sat, his fingers drumming against his knee... he didn't want to be here, did he? Not sitting, anyway. He was restless, but if you weren't sleeping or exhausted at this hour, that word almost certainly could apply.

It applied to her, but she was better at keeping herself contained. Not really something one would expect from someone as exuberant as her, but when your father started bringing you to high stakes deals from a young age, well... Those weren't circumstances for being anything but internal.

"Maybe," she said, shrugging her shoulder. "I'm hoping I'll be sleeping but my mother warned me that's unrealistic." As excited as she was for her little one to be born, she was starting to realize some realities she wasn't entirely sure she was ready for. Sure, Salem and Mateo both seemed willing to help, but they were both so far away, and she couldn't imagine splitting custody with either of them. She barely could imagine a circumstance where she'd let either of them babysit, let alone in their own groups. "Will you ever have kids?"

[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 11/23/19]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 25 years 11 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie | Lady of Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands

Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, about 5'4" or so. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a

Important Info —
▪ Currently pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.

Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild

Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | 1/2 Seleo
▪ Dating Mateo Suarez | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed

Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]