03-19-2018, 11:56 PM
[align=center][div style=" background-color: transparent; border: 0px solid black; width: 450px; min-height: 9px; font-family:; line-height: 110%; text-align: justify; color: black; padding: 20px"]I've actually decided to leave this site.
If the Solis Imperium does get chosen for WNR, then I'll be extending everything a little big longer, but I've thus far reserved myself from the community and no longer consider myself apart of BB full as I had been in the past. No harm intended, but BB has put me into a roleplaying rut - years of being used to FF and how it works has made it hard to adjust when certain creative liberties are taken away, and while I genuinely understand why, it does not help anything.
I also find myself to be a problematic here. I simply do not fit in, and after trying to change that for months I see no reason to continue pushing for something that's permanent. As of now I'm helping/supporting a site my friends bought and having a fun time there, and I feel like my old self is coming back with the creation of the site. This is what made me realize that it was always going to come down to me permanently leaving BB.
Lightly dabbling in leading Northstar was a slight improvement to my experience here, but I ultimately do not consider it beneficial to my progress as a roleplayer. However, I thank you for the good memories, however few those may be. I wish luck to Eliza leading ND, as I hope for the fulfillment to WNR's game, something I wished to experience and watch grow for a long time but now realize that I won't truly get to see that in the years to come.
Also, much thanks to Felix & Pyre for helping me out when I needed it.
Sorry if this sounds horribly unenthusiastic, or rude, in any way - It is not my intention, truly.
Thank you.
If the Solis Imperium does get chosen for WNR, then I'll be extending everything a little big longer, but I've thus far reserved myself from the community and no longer consider myself apart of BB full as I had been in the past. No harm intended, but BB has put me into a roleplaying rut - years of being used to FF and how it works has made it hard to adjust when certain creative liberties are taken away, and while I genuinely understand why, it does not help anything.
I also find myself to be a problematic here. I simply do not fit in, and after trying to change that for months I see no reason to continue pushing for something that's permanent. As of now I'm helping/supporting a site my friends bought and having a fun time there, and I feel like my old self is coming back with the creation of the site. This is what made me realize that it was always going to come down to me permanently leaving BB.
Lightly dabbling in leading Northstar was a slight improvement to my experience here, but I ultimately do not consider it beneficial to my progress as a roleplayer. However, I thank you for the good memories, however few those may be. I wish luck to Eliza leading ND, as I hope for the fulfillment to WNR's game, something I wished to experience and watch grow for a long time but now realize that I won't truly get to see that in the years to come.
Also, much thanks to Felix & Pyre for helping me out when I needed it.
Sorry if this sounds horribly unenthusiastic, or rude, in any way - It is not my intention, truly.
Thank you.
