⋆･*･ﾟyou're only as good as the bruises on my thighs ⌠ mmxii ⌡

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    ⋆ introduction
    ⋆ storage contents (x)
    ⋆ general information
    ⋆ rules of engagement (platonic & romantic)
    ⋆ heartchart
    ⋆ family tree (known npcs)
    ⋆ theme music, music aesthetic
    ⋆ icons / other related images
    ⋆ the hayward research facility
    ⋆ history / timeline
    ⋆ tbd (very in-depths may go here)

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⋆ mmxii / pronounced 'two thousand twevle' / mix or mixie / dmab; agender / they/them
⋆ early 20s, age is unknown / NPC x NPC : status unknown / ? siblings: unknown status
⋆ greyasexual and pomoromantic / polyamorous / ½ nothing / single / semi-uninterested
⋆ TNW: flintlock lodge / member ; civilian / asocial / the hayward human research facility
⋆ neutral good / infp & the mediator / gryffindor & unicorn patronus / and the investigator

APPEARANCE & [b]REFERENCE / don't miss it that much now, i think it's sinking in[/b]
⋆ 5'8'' ft. & 110-120 lbs. | emaciated and weak, often appears curled in on themselves
⋆ completely blind, eyes are a dark chocolate brown with a milky sheen & double irises
⋆ their hair is jet black and fairly long, ending just under their chin; straight and growing
⋆ they're extremely pale, their skin often has a grey hue that makes them appear sickly
⋆ they are slightly deformed: they have six toes and fingers, & are completely sterile
⋆ heavily scarred: torture scars, surgery scars along with near full body radiation burns
⋆ there's a large brand over their shoulder blades that reads: experiment 20.2, hayward
⋆ a large bullet wound-scar over their right hip, mostly healed yet still incredibly sensitive
⋆ from their chin down they are usually covered in bandages, their skin is easily agitated
⋆ enjoys wearing large sweaters and sports shorts, they like more loose fitting clothing
⋆ usually a little messy, appearances are not something that matters very much to them

HEALTH / the days that i wonder where i have been, in picture perfect porecelain
⋆ post-traumatic stress disorder, dissociative amnesia, generalized anxiety, depression
⋆ extremely unhealthy; they're weak and underweight, susceptible to various diseases
⋆ a ridiculously high pain tolerance, years of physical abuse have numbed their nerves
⋆ they are totally blind and have learned to "see" by using a semi-form of echolocation
⋆ suffers from: iatrophobia, nosokomphobia, nosocomephobia and slight haphephobia
⋆ mentally and physically weak they're a broken human being, very weak but resilient

PERSONALITY / don't want to think about it, i'm fuckin' tired of getting sick about it
⋆ intelligent, curious, gentle, determined, honest, mature, innocent, decisive, independent
⋆ distrustful, paranoid, ignorant, anxious, semi-selfish, quiet, awkward, skittish & impulsive
⋆ does not talk highly of themselves, rarely ever directs conversations towards themselves
⋆ melancholic is often associated with intense emotions, the quite & impassive individuals
⋆ plays with their fingers when nervous, picks at their bandages, curls their hands into hair
⋆ dislikes being alone but cannot handle being in large groups; enjoys feeling a closeness
⋆ hates being touched, will panic and lash out if they feel threatened, sort of touch starved
⋆ a very closed off person and difficult to befriend because of their deep seated trust issues
⋆ doesn't talk much and prefers to listen to others, kind of struggles with certain social cues

SKILL / once upon a time, this place was beautiful and mine, now it's just a bottom line
⋆ strength: 2 / perception: 4 / endurance: 7 / charisma: 3 / intelligence: 9 / agility: 4 / luck: 6
⋆ they are lacking in almost all physical abilities so certain mental or will based skills are higher.
⋆ lower skill sets do not weaken mmxii, have found ways to still be strong but skills are lowered.
⋆ difficulty is determined by skill, age, and size; distance of attack, whether long or short range.
⋆ 50/100 physical defense / 35/100 psychological defense / 78/100 short-term recovery
⋆ nonviolent actions may be powerplayed / reactions will vary with action and/or the person.

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[b]❝ if i abandoned love, i'd be a man without dreams ❞

[b]i'd rather be out there staring death between its eyes

[div style="borderwidth; width: 300px; padding: 0px; letter-spacing: 0pt; text-align: center; line-height: 12px; font-size: 8pt; color: #573029"]✧･*･ﾟ[b]i still hear the sound of you crying through the night

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[b]IN THE END I'M GONNA BE ALRIGHT ◃

[div style="borderwidth; width: 450px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; line-height: 19px; font-size: 11.2pt; font-family: ariel; letter-spacing: 2px"]⸺ [i]but it might take a hundred sleepless nights

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[align=right]MMXII ———— "TO BEAT WITH NO REMORSE"

runnin' with all of my brothers / i always wondered how far we could go / if we could break through the ceiling above us / there'd be no point of us looking below / we could be free / we could be free / finally / we could be free / i've been through the darkest of caves and suffered / one hundred steps off the end of the road / paint it with passion, my favorite color / hope i'm alive when this story gets old / we could be free / we could be free / finally / we could be free / i ain't at home / home's where i'm going / i close my eyes to see / i'll take my throne, lay it on a mountain / and make myself a king / i said whoa, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh / make myself a king / i said whoa, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh / make myself a king / lost in a world full of non-believers / searching for smoke in a still water pond / a nothing king they called a dreamer / this is my life and i call it a song / we could be free / i ain't at home / home's where i'm going / i close my eyes to see / i'll take my throne, lay it on a mountain / and make myself a king / kick through the shackles / rock through the chains / there's no oppressor / there's no one to blame / but you--—
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