i wanna get better --- dump

[DYLAN,]

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JANUARY 20TH Dylan has his first panic attack while held in a Flintlock cell. He panicked about being trapped in there forever, about losing Tatiana, the idea of never seeing Ambrose again, and failing Charlie as his Underboss. His mind was already filled with horrific thoughts of his childhood and what he did to get him captured in the first place. The panic attack leaves him drained, blunt and reserved for the rest of his Flintlock stay. It's a turning point in his "maturity" while locked up.

--- He returns to the Badlands but refuses to blame Flintlock entirely (at first). He thinks his capture was well deserved and makes a few comments about not harming children, not attacking the Lodge just yet, comments that seem like he wants peace.

--- He is much less happy now that he's back, often looking hollow and empty in his eyes, apart from when he's engaged in a conversation one-on-one with his friends. Dylan is obviously relieved to be home, but he's adjusting to life and often offers them snarky responses to people if they annoy him, which is a big difference to how he'd usually smile it off through gritted teeth. This outspoken/hot-headed attitude to the arguments is new to him and everyone else, so how they take that is whatever. He is going through acceptance of what he did to his father (I might even have him tell Ambrose what he did, not sure, need to think that out) and what he did to the child in Flintlock that's haunting him, so he's not bothered by his sudden change in heart since he's got more on his mind.

--- He's basically growing a backbone and getting more aggressive/argumentative when challenged or irritated. Dylan is still the charming idiot he always has been, but eventually he will be more outspoken to the point that he's labeled as a threat to the peace during an argument, idk

--- A month or so after his return from Flintlock, Dylan will be fully adjusted to what he did to his father and the child. He accepts that he was once an awful person but will move on from this because its fight or be killed now, and he doesn't want to die anymore. Dylan's smiles start to gradually come back but he is much more mature now, considering how he acted before his imprisonment, and is still more angry and outspoken towards things he doesn't agree with or things that annoy him.