[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown nodded as he spoke of hiding. Trees were in his opinion the best place to hide in - especially the nests of squirrels, since that was both free food if they returned and few could fit most likely. As Shuuya answered his other question, he watched his expression. Hm. He wasn't very expressive at all about his family, though he certainly didn't want to talk about it. He should probably stop trying to be nosy in others lives, but then again it wasn't like he was gonna push Shuuya after he wanted to stop talking about himself. "I see." He'd nod, tail flicking. "I don't know anything on the ground, but I know there's plenty of squirrel nests and such in trees that are great for hiding." He'd add in.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years three months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
dawnchaser of shadowclan | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy disharmony x npc | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush unknown | afraid of being in a relationship
has ptsd, alcoholism and depression | will have flashbacks or panic attacks if he: sees overwhelmingly fast moving yellow or cyan colors, him feeling or touching bark, hearing someone with a distorted voice, feeling any type of unexpected rough contact, and having limited moving space
appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
 cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.
interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power  un / discovered  control of power: 000%
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center] [table]
a |
Shuuya
a |
[/table]
[b]Oh my god, you're underhanded
Shuuya nodded, grinning. Best not think about his family right now. Especially the dead ones -
that had been his fault, after all. He gazed in the trees for a moment before turning back to Circ and yawning loudly. [b]"Man! I'm absolutely exhuasted!" He crowed, yawning again.
//disgustingly short, I'm sorry ;-;
[b]Hey, just hang onto the beat
[color=transparent]thes code
[align=center] [align=left][b]I CAN NO LONGER BE SAVED
[align=right]shuuya kano - 7 months - male - shapeshifting - domestic cat
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown would flick his ear at the yawn before finding himself having to stifle a yawn. Bleh, the contagious things. "I bet. Did I tell you yet where you can make a home for yourself?" He'd ask, looking over at him. Cabins weren't really his style, personally - though, anything with four walls and a roof wasn't his style. Just creeped him out and felt too unnatural, and there wasn't enough space to run around if he needed to. Or maybe that's his fault for not cleaning it properly. Regardless though, it was safest to stay inside probably.
//no worries!! ^^
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan vice-leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy disharmony x npc | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush on leo | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ has ptsd, alcoholism and depression.
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ has flashbacks about his mother dying and killing leonidas
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
— cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.
interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center] [table]
a |
Shuuya
a |
[/table]
[b]Oh my god, you're underhanded
His maw parted in another ferocious yawn, the sheer effort of the day etched onto his features.[b]"Ah... No, I don't think you did." He chirped with a grin. It faded for a moment as he spoke, a light hint of fear worming its way into his voice. "Say... I don't have to live alone, do I?" He questioned anxiously. He wasn't used to being alone, after all. To him it was scary and intimidating to be alone. He was only a kid, after all. And living alone had been hard on him - he'd died that way, the first time. He himself would probably be at ease in a cabin, given his life prior to this had been spent as a housecat and they'd lived in cabins in Blizzardcaln. Still... He didn't want to live alone. The thought terrified him.
[b]Hey, just hang onto the beat
[color=transparent]thes code
[align=center] [align=left][b]I CAN NO LONGER BE SAVED
[align=right]shuuya kano - 7 months - male - shapeshifting - domestic cat
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown would flick his ears back at the sudden question after Shuuya answered his own question. Eye looking to the side, he'd think a little. He instantly picked up on the worry, and tried to find a good answer. for his question. "Well, in a way yes. You'll be in a cabin, but others will be around you in different cabins. If you have issues being alone, I can keep you company after you settle in for a bit." The offer felt uncomfortable to make, but eh, it wasn't like he'd die a night without alcohol. Though he had a few other concerns, he brushed them off for now.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan shadowhunter | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush on leo | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ has ptsd, alcoholism and depression.
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ has flashbacks about his mother dying and killing leonidas
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
 cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.
interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power  un / discovered  control of power: 000%
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center] [table]
a |
Shuuya
a |
[/table]
[b]Oh my god, you're underhanded
He looked reluctant. [b]"I'm... Truth be told, I really don't want to live in an empty house. Some company would be nice." He explained quietly. "I- Trauma, yknow?" He gave a silly grin, as if amused by it all. He wasn't, but it was best to keep light about something so scary. And besides, it was very kind for Circ to offer his company. "That and I'm just a kid, y'know? I don't know how to take care of myself too well. My soul may be old, but I'm still relearning stuff." He explained with a sigh. "Being alone is scary, anyway.
[b]Hey, just hang onto the beat
[color=transparent]thes code
[align=center] [align=left][b]I CAN NO LONGER BE SAVED
[align=right]shuuya kano - 7 months - male - shapeshifting - domestic cat
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown would flick his ears at this. Hm. He had opposite fears of Shuuya, considering he disliked being around others for long periods of time. He'd rather be alone with himself then with someone else, though he couldn't blame Shuuya for liking company. He'd study him for a little. "Alright - I'll keep you company for some time, though only for your first day here." He'd say quietly, dull blue eye studying the trees around. "I understand." He'd say, offering Shuuya a friendly smile. He once had a fear of being alone, though the tables had turned since then. So he could understand a fear like that.
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush on leo | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ has ptsd, alcoholism and depression.
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ has flashbacks about his mother dying and killing leonidas
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
 cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.
interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals  discovered  can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power  un / discovered  control of power: 000%
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
[align=center] oh who would ever want to be king
[align=center][align=center] [table]
a |
Shuuya
a |
[/table]
[b]Oh my god, you're underhanded
Shuuya smiled, looking more at ease than he had before. [b]â€ÂÂThanks.†He mumbled, yawning once more. â€ÂÂShould probably go,†He mumbled through the gigantic yawn, pawing the ground nervously. â€ÂÂI definitely need a nap.†He added with a chuckle, shaking his head. â€ÂÂAfter all, I’ve been walking for a while. Travelling takes a lot out of you.†He looked to Circ for directions home, wondering what his cabin would be like.
[b]Hey, just hang onto the beat
[color=transparent]thes code
[align=center] [align=left][b]I CAN NO LONGER BE SAVED
[align=right]shuuya kano - 7 months - male - shapeshifting - domestic cat
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