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ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - dannychan - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; line-height: -1%; color: black; font-size: 8pt;"]jack was tired, to put it simply. he didn't know if there was enough words to describe how drained he felt. everyone hates him, J had threatened to kill him, and never had he wanted to kill himself more then he had in that moment. his entire body ached, and all he could do was lay there silently, hands shaking slightly as he stared up at the ceiling. the bullet wounds hurt like a bitch, but he didn't really complain unless he wanted someone's attention.. and right now, he just wanted to be alone.. he knew that wouldn't happen, but.. it was a nice thought, at least. jack heaved a sigh, putting a hand over his heart and feeling it beat a little oddly. he was never going to recover from that.
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[spoiler=tags | 01 / 9 / 17]NAME & NICKNAMES: jackson morrison jr. | jack / soldier: 76 / soldier
 PREVIOUS NAMES & NICKNAMES: no previous names or nicknames
AGE, PLACE & DATE OF BIRTH: 55 Years Old, born 25/12 in bloomington, indiana.
GENDER & PRONOUNS: Cisgender, he / him
CURRENT RANK & MEMBERSHIP: member of flintlock lodge.
 PREVIOUS RANKS & MEMBERSHIPS: no previous groups or positions
SEXUALITY & RELATIONSHIP STATUS: biromantic bisexual; taken by gabriel?
 PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS: no previous relationships
PARENTS & GENERATION: rebecca morrison, jackson morrison. Generation ??
 [i]SIBLINGS & HALF-SIBLINGS: no siblings
FAMILY: Armitage hux, adoptive son. Six, adoptive daughter, the entire flintlock lodge
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 6'1" & 220LBS | jack may be old, but he loves to work out, resulting in a very strong, tall old man. he, in no way, looks like a body builder but you wouldn't want to pick a fight with him. he varies a ten pound gun around on his back, and can pack an incredible punch, but he's in no way invincible. his weak points are a pressure point on his neck, and he will instantly surrender if you manage to put him in a choke hold. reaching both of these points would be incredibly difficult though, as- despite his weight and age- he's incredibly quick.
 BODY TYPE: wide-shouldered athletic
EYE COLOR & SHAPE: jack sort of looks like he's constantly suspicious of everyone, as his eyes are always sort of squinted, and he's constantly scowling, but his natural eye shape is downturned almond eyes. often times it's difficult to tell jacks eye colour, as they sort of shift between grayish blue and a steely gray
COLORATION: jack doesn't really have a lot of colour to him, as most of his colour is in his clothing. he's oddly pale, and has a few extremely light freckles, but those are only really visible if he blushes. his hair is just a pure, snowy white, with a few blond strands left on the sides. his clothes, however, are mostly blue, with patches of white and a big red "76" printed on the back. he wears a blue titanium mask with red, with a red bullet proof glass eye shield.
 PROMINENT FEATURES: jack is certainly one of those people you hate because they've aged so well. he is basically a male Jennifer anniston. the only thing really giving away his age is a few wrinkles here and here, and his spiky white hair (which some how hasn't started falling out, so he still has a full head of hair). his voice is also a large give away, as it's grown quite rough but he still keeps the intimidating, dark deepness he had as a young man.
EQUIPMENT: gun / outfit
PERSONALITY: jack, if you could describe his entire personality in one word, that word would be "dad". if you could imagine a dad, some would probably think: goofy, protective, strong.. and that just scrapes the surface. yes, jack is incredibly goofy and lenient, but he can be incredibly serious if it comes to it. he hates to punish his kids, but he isn't afraid to yell at them (though, he'd never lay a hand in them, even if he treatens to whoop their butts). jack does have a pretty short temper, so if you make him angry, you ought to brace yourself for the absolute worst. if you hurt his kids, he can and most likely will kill you, depending on the severity, which is where his protectiveness comes in. being an exsoldier and a dad, this makes him incredibly wary of strangers, often pointing his gun at them or trying to seem as intimidating as possible. despite being such a large and strong man, jack has a few mental problems. he has some serious ptsd, and once he starts a real fight with an enemy, he won't stop until they're on the verge of death or worse. he has a pretty extreme fear of being locked in a room with absolutely no way out, and will have a panicky attack.
when attacking jack, please attack him in BOLD #005AA0. if you need me in a thread, please send me the link instead of tagging me![/spoiler]
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - A. HUX - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]If Hux was being honest, he had been avoiding Jack lately. He felt terrible about it, since he knew that his Father was in a bad place right now, but he also knew that it seemed like every time he was around Jack lately he just got more and more stressed, and it usually ended in a panic attack, small or breathtakingly big that made his lungs ache for hours afterwards and his head spin. The combination of the heart attack and what had happened with Moksha - which he hadn't been present for but had heard about through hushed whispers of NPCs - had pushed him to finally decide and go visit the other. He hesitated at the doorway, his long hair pulled back into a ponytail holder. Finally he put his hand up and knocked, saying quietly, "Jack? You in there? Can I come in?"
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - dannychan - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; line-height: -1%; color: black; font-size: 8pt;"]"yup." came the hushed answer of the older man, wincing at the ache in his jaw and sighing. "you come here to tell me how terrible i am too? if so, i already know." he muttered, slowly forcing himself to sit up, wincing as the bullet wounds began to feel like they were being ripped open, despite having been sown up. he didn't doubt that hug would hate him to, and he'd be shocked if the young male didn't.
[spoiler=tags | 01 / 9 / 17]NAME & NICKNAMES: jackson morrison jr. | jack / soldier: 76 / soldier
 PREVIOUS NAMES & NICKNAMES: no previous names or nicknames
AGE, PLACE & DATE OF BIRTH: 55 Years Old, born 25/12 in bloomington, indiana.
GENDER & PRONOUNS: Cisgender, he / him
CURRENT RANK & MEMBERSHIP: member of flintlock lodge.
 PREVIOUS RANKS & MEMBERSHIPS: no previous groups or positions
SEXUALITY & RELATIONSHIP STATUS: biromantic bisexual; taken by gabriel
 PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS: no previous relationships
PARENTS & GENERATION: rebecca morrison, jackson morrison. Generation ??
 [i]SIBLINGS & HALF-SIBLINGS: no siblings
FAMILY: Armitage hux, adoptive son. Six, adoptive daughter, the entire flintlock lodge
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 6'1" & 220LBS | jack may be old, but he loves to work out, resulting in a very strong, tall old man. he, in no way, looks like a body builder but you wouldn't want to pick a fight with him. he varies a ten pound gun around on his back, and can pack an incredible punch, but he's in no way invincible. his weak points are a pressure point on his neck, and he will instantly surrender if you manage to put him in a choke hold. reaching both of these points would be incredibly difficult though, as- despite his weight and age- he's incredibly quick.
 BODY TYPE: wide-shouldered athletic
EYE COLOR & SHAPE: jack sort of looks like he's constantly suspicious of everyone, as his eyes are always sort of squinted, and he's constantly scowling, but his natural eye shape is downturned almond eyes. often times it's difficult to tell jacks eye colour, as they sort of shift between grayish blue and a steely gray
COLORATION: jack doesn't really have a lot of colour to him, as most of his colour is in his clothing. he's oddly pale, and has a few extremely light freckles, but those are only really visible if he blushes. his hair is just a pure, snowy white, with a few blond strands left on the sides. his clothes, however, are mostly blue, with patches of white and a big red "76" printed on the back. he wears a blue titanium mask with red, with a red bullet proof glass eye shield.
 PROMINENT FEATURES: jack is certainly one of those people you hate because they've aged so well. he is basically a male Jennifer anniston. the only thing really giving away his age is a few wrinkles here and here, and his spiky white hair (which some how hasn't started falling out, so he still has a full head of hair). his voice is also a large give away, as it's grown quite rough but he still keeps the intimidating, dark deepness he had as a young man.
EQUIPMENT: gun / outfit
PERSONALITY: jack, if you could describe his entire personality in one word, that word would be "dad". if you could imagine a dad, some would probably think: goofy, protective, strong.. and that just scrapes the surface. yes, jack is incredibly goofy and lenient, but he can be incredibly serious if it comes to it. he hates to punish his kids, but he isn't afraid to yell at them (though, he'd never lay a hand in them, even if he treatens to whoop their butts). jack does have a pretty short temper, so if you make him angry, you ought to brace yourself for the absolute worst. if you hurt his kids, he can and most likely will kill you, depending on the severity, which is where his protectiveness comes in. being an exsoldier and a dad, this makes him incredibly wary of strangers, often pointing his gun at them or trying to seem as intimidating as possible. despite being such a large and strong man, jack has a few mental problems. he has some serious ptsd, and once he starts a real fight with an enemy, he won't stop until they're on the verge of death or worse. he has a pretty extreme fear of being locked in a room with absolutely no way out, and will have a panicky attack.
when attacking jack, please attack him in BOLD #005AA0. if you need me in a thread, please send me the link instead of tagging me![/spoiler]
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - A. HUX - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]Hux didn't think he could ever truly hate Jack - sure, he had his moments of extreme anger at the other, but he couldn't hate the first Father figure who had ever genuinely been nice to him. He sighed as he opened the door and walked in, looking a bit ruffled. His long hair was messy and falling around his face from where it had fallen from his ponytail, and he was wearing just a black button up and jeans, his turtleneck still far too bloody to be worn around anymore. He looked calm, but tired. He said quietly as he walked over, sitting down on a chair near the other's bed, "No, I didn't come to tell you that. I just came to see you because I'm worried about you."
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - dannychan - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; line-height: -1%; color: black; font-size: 8pt;"]jack sighed softly, looking at his hands in his lap. "i'm fine, hux." he mumbled, an obvious lie. he felt like death.
[spoiler=tags | 01 / 9 / 17]NAME & NICKNAMES: jackson morrison jr. | jack / soldier: 76 / soldier
 PREVIOUS NAMES & NICKNAMES: no previous names or nicknames
AGE, PLACE & DATE OF BIRTH: 55 Years Old, born 25/12 in bloomington, indiana.
GENDER & PRONOUNS: Cisgender, he / him
CURRENT RANK & MEMBERSHIP: member of flintlock lodge.
 PREVIOUS RANKS & MEMBERSHIPS: no previous groups or positions
SEXUALITY & RELATIONSHIP STATUS: biromantic bisexual; taken by gabriel
 PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS: no previous relationships
PARENTS & GENERATION: rebecca morrison, jackson morrison. Generation ??
 [i]SIBLINGS & HALF-SIBLINGS: no siblings
FAMILY: Armitage hux, adoptive son. Six, adoptive daughter, the entire flintlock lodge
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 6'1" & 220LBS | jack may be old, but he loves to work out, resulting in a very strong, tall old man. he, in no way, looks like a body builder but you wouldn't want to pick a fight with him. he varies a ten pound gun around on his back, and can pack an incredible punch, but he's in no way invincible. his weak points are a pressure point on his neck, and he will instantly surrender if you manage to put him in a choke hold. reaching both of these points would be incredibly difficult though, as- despite his weight and age- he's incredibly quick.
 BODY TYPE: wide-shouldered athletic
EYE COLOR & SHAPE: jack sort of looks like he's constantly suspicious of everyone, as his eyes are always sort of squinted, and he's constantly scowling, but his natural eye shape is downturned almond eyes. often times it's difficult to tell jacks eye colour, as they sort of shift between grayish blue and a steely gray
COLORATION: jack doesn't really have a lot of colour to him, as most of his colour is in his clothing. he's oddly pale, and has a few extremely light freckles, but those are only really visible if he blushes. his hair is just a pure, snowy white, with a few blond strands left on the sides. his clothes, however, are mostly blue, with patches of white and a big red "76" printed on the back. he wears a blue titanium mask with red, with a red bullet proof glass eye shield.
 PROMINENT FEATURES: jack is certainly one of those people you hate because they've aged so well. he is basically a male Jennifer anniston. the only thing really giving away his age is a few wrinkles here and here, and his spiky white hair (which some how hasn't started falling out, so he still has a full head of hair). his voice is also a large give away, as it's grown quite rough but he still keeps the intimidating, dark deepness he had as a young man.
EQUIPMENT: gun / outfit
PERSONALITY: jack, if you could describe his entire personality in one word, that word would be "dad". if you could imagine a dad, some would probably think: goofy, protective, strong.. and that just scrapes the surface. yes, jack is incredibly goofy and lenient, but he can be incredibly serious if it comes to it. he hates to punish his kids, but he isn't afraid to yell at them (though, he'd never lay a hand in them, even if he treatens to whoop their butts). jack does have a pretty short temper, so if you make him angry, you ought to brace yourself for the absolute worst. if you hurt his kids, he can and most likely will kill you, depending on the severity, which is where his protectiveness comes in. being an exsoldier and a dad, this makes him incredibly wary of strangers, often pointing his gun at them or trying to seem as intimidating as possible. despite being such a large and strong man, jack has a few mental problems. he has some serious ptsd, and once he starts a real fight with an enemy, he won't stop until they're on the verge of death or worse. he has a pretty extreme fear of being locked in a room with absolutely no way out, and will have a panicky attack.
when attacking jack, please attack him in BOLD #005AA0. if you need me in a thread, please send me the link instead of tagging me![/spoiler]
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - A. HUX - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]"No, you're not." Hux said almost reflexively, his hands curling into fists, his nails gently digging into his palms. He then mumbled, raising one hand up to run through his hair, giving it a little tug to try and help himself relax, "It's obvious that you're not fine. You just had a heart attack, for maker's sake."
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - dannychan - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; line-height: -1%; color: black; font-size: 8pt;"]he sighed. "don't forget that i was also attacked. i didn't even fight back, i just.. i let it happen." he laughed weakly, raising his hands to rub his face slowly. he was shaking horribly, tears lining his gray eyes. "god, why am i like this?" he asked. his voice shook just as much as his body, if not worse.
[spoiler=tags | 01 / 9 / 17]NAME & NICKNAMES: jackson morrison jr. | jack / soldier: 76 / soldier
 PREVIOUS NAMES & NICKNAMES: no previous names or nicknames
AGE, PLACE & DATE OF BIRTH: 55 Years Old, born 25/12 in bloomington, indiana.
GENDER & PRONOUNS: Cisgender, he / him
CURRENT RANK & MEMBERSHIP: member of flintlock lodge.
 PREVIOUS RANKS & MEMBERSHIPS: no previous groups or positions
SEXUALITY & RELATIONSHIP STATUS: biromantic bisexual; taken by gabriel
 PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS: no previous relationships
PARENTS & GENERATION: rebecca morrison, jackson morrison. Generation ??
 [i]SIBLINGS & HALF-SIBLINGS: no siblings
FAMILY: Armitage hux, adoptive son. Six, adoptive daughter, the entire flintlock lodge
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 6'1" & 220LBS | jack may be old, but he loves to work out, resulting in a very strong, tall old man. he, in no way, looks like a body builder but you wouldn't want to pick a fight with him. he varies a ten pound gun around on his back, and can pack an incredible punch, but he's in no way invincible. his weak points are a pressure point on his neck, and he will instantly surrender if you manage to put him in a choke hold. reaching both of these points would be incredibly difficult though, as- despite his weight and age- he's incredibly quick.
 BODY TYPE: wide-shouldered athletic
EYE COLOR & SHAPE: jack sort of looks like he's constantly suspicious of everyone, as his eyes are always sort of squinted, and he's constantly scowling, but his natural eye shape is downturned almond eyes. often times it's difficult to tell jacks eye colour, as they sort of shift between grayish blue and a steely gray
COLORATION: jack doesn't really have a lot of colour to him, as most of his colour is in his clothing. he's oddly pale, and has a few extremely light freckles, but those are only really visible if he blushes. his hair is just a pure, snowy white, with a few blond strands left on the sides. his clothes, however, are mostly blue, with patches of white and a big red "76" printed on the back. he wears a blue titanium mask with red, with a red bullet proof glass eye shield.
 PROMINENT FEATURES: jack is certainly one of those people you hate because they've aged so well. he is basically a male Jennifer anniston. the only thing really giving away his age is a few wrinkles here and here, and his spiky white hair (which some how hasn't started falling out, so he still has a full head of hair). his voice is also a large give away, as it's grown quite rough but he still keeps the intimidating, dark deepness he had as a young man.
EQUIPMENT: gun / outfit
PERSONALITY: jack, if you could describe his entire personality in one word, that word would be "dad". if you could imagine a dad, some would probably think: goofy, protective, strong.. and that just scrapes the surface. yes, jack is incredibly goofy and lenient, but he can be incredibly serious if it comes to it. he hates to punish his kids, but he isn't afraid to yell at them (though, he'd never lay a hand in them, even if he treatens to whoop their butts). jack does have a pretty short temper, so if you make him angry, you ought to brace yourself for the absolute worst. if you hurt his kids, he can and most likely will kill you, depending on the severity, which is where his protectiveness comes in. being an exsoldier and a dad, this makes him incredibly wary of strangers, often pointing his gun at them or trying to seem as intimidating as possible. despite being such a large and strong man, jack has a few mental problems. he has some serious ptsd, and once he starts a real fight with an enemy, he won't stop until they're on the verge of death or worse. he has a pretty extreme fear of being locked in a room with absolutely no way out, and will have a panicky attack.
when attacking jack, please attack him in BOLD #005AA0. if you need me in a thread, please send me the link instead of tagging me![/spoiler]
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - A. HUX - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]"I didn't... I didn't realize that you had also been attacked. I haven't actually been around the lodge that much lately." His eyes trailed down to the bullet wounds and he winced a little, sighing. He then said, frowning a bit as the other began to cry, his fingers gripping anxiously into his legs, "You're not... there's nothing wrong with you, you just... you make mistakes."
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - dannychan - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; line-height: -1%; color: black; font-size: 8pt;"]he laughed through the tears, shaking his head. "i pepper sprayed a guy because he wanted to fight dirty! i have a constant war going on in my head! everyone thinks i'm a monster!" he exclaimed, taking a shaky breath.
[spoiler=tags | 01 / 9 / 17]NAME & NICKNAMES: jackson morrison jr. | jack / soldier: 76 / soldier
 PREVIOUS NAMES & NICKNAMES: no previous names or nicknames
AGE, PLACE & DATE OF BIRTH: 55 Years Old, born 25/12 in bloomington, indiana.
GENDER & PRONOUNS: Cisgender, he / him
CURRENT RANK & MEMBERSHIP: member of flintlock lodge.
 PREVIOUS RANKS & MEMBERSHIPS: no previous groups or positions
SEXUALITY & RELATIONSHIP STATUS: biromantic bisexual; taken by gabriel
 PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS: no previous relationships
PARENTS & GENERATION: rebecca morrison, jackson morrison. Generation ??
 [i]SIBLINGS & HALF-SIBLINGS: no siblings
FAMILY: Armitage hux, adoptive son. Six, adoptive daughter, the entire flintlock lodge
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 6'1" & 220LBS | jack may be old, but he loves to work out, resulting in a very strong, tall old man. he, in no way, looks like a body builder but you wouldn't want to pick a fight with him. he varies a ten pound gun around on his back, and can pack an incredible punch, but he's in no way invincible. his weak points are a pressure point on his neck, and he will instantly surrender if you manage to put him in a choke hold. reaching both of these points would be incredibly difficult though, as- despite his weight and age- he's incredibly quick.
 BODY TYPE: wide-shouldered athletic
EYE COLOR & SHAPE: jack sort of looks like he's constantly suspicious of everyone, as his eyes are always sort of squinted, and he's constantly scowling, but his natural eye shape is downturned almond eyes. often times it's difficult to tell jacks eye colour, as they sort of shift between grayish blue and a steely gray
COLORATION: jack doesn't really have a lot of colour to him, as most of his colour is in his clothing. he's oddly pale, and has a few extremely light freckles, but those are only really visible if he blushes. his hair is just a pure, snowy white, with a few blond strands left on the sides. his clothes, however, are mostly blue, with patches of white and a big red "76" printed on the back. he wears a blue titanium mask with red, with a red bullet proof glass eye shield.
 PROMINENT FEATURES: jack is certainly one of those people you hate because they've aged so well. he is basically a male Jennifer anniston. the only thing really giving away his age is a few wrinkles here and here, and his spiky white hair (which some how hasn't started falling out, so he still has a full head of hair). his voice is also a large give away, as it's grown quite rough but he still keeps the intimidating, dark deepness he had as a young man.
EQUIPMENT: gun / outfit
PERSONALITY: jack, if you could describe his entire personality in one word, that word would be "dad". if you could imagine a dad, some would probably think: goofy, protective, strong.. and that just scrapes the surface. yes, jack is incredibly goofy and lenient, but he can be incredibly serious if it comes to it. he hates to punish his kids, but he isn't afraid to yell at them (though, he'd never lay a hand in them, even if he treatens to whoop their butts). jack does have a pretty short temper, so if you make him angry, you ought to brace yourself for the absolute worst. if you hurt his kids, he can and most likely will kill you, depending on the severity, which is where his protectiveness comes in. being an exsoldier and a dad, this makes him incredibly wary of strangers, often pointing his gun at them or trying to seem as intimidating as possible. despite being such a large and strong man, jack has a few mental problems. he has some serious ptsd, and once he starts a real fight with an enemy, he won't stop until they're on the verge of death or worse. he has a pretty extreme fear of being locked in a room with absolutely no way out, and will have a panicky attack.
when attacking jack, please attack him in BOLD #005AA0. if you need me in a thread, please send me the link instead of tagging me![/spoiler]
Re: ITS HARD TO BREATH | private - A. HUX - 09-02-2017
[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]Hux frowned and said, tracing patterns into the palm of his hand and pressing his back against the ribs of the chair, letting the pressure distract him, "You're not a monster, Jack. You can get better, I know you can. You just need... help. Help from someone who knows what they're doing. There are plenty of books out there about mental illness, and how to handle it.."