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Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - vix - 03-05-2017
names for laura character:
anastasia
autumn
athena
belle
caroline
fawn
ivy
loralei
mika
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - bons - 03-05-2017
ATHENA
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - vix - 03-06-2017
rant no one is gonna care about
i hate how every time i hear certain words, it triggers my intrusive thoughts. i hate how anything that makes me happy, my intrusive thoughts find a way to make it into something uncomfortable or bad. it's like i can't properly live, or be happy, without the intrusive thoughts on my ass. i get anxiety, then i can't rid the thought and the worst part is them sometimes being about my family, the people i hate. is these intrusive thoughts are about things that are too terrible to talk about, and they won't stop. will they ever stop. sometimes it seems a lot easier to kill myself but the fact that there's a possibility it's ocd and that i won't ever act on it is what keeps me going. but what if it isn't? what if i am truly a terrible person? i don't know. this rant has been plaguing my thoughts for ages now and despite anyone cares or not, i had to release it all before it drove me to insanity.
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - vix - 03-06-2017
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ok after all that rant let's talk about how once upon a time flawlessly did frozen and i actually cried so hard, especially when anna was on the screen what
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - phantomatics - 03-06-2017
VIX YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE NOT A TERRIBLE PERSON I SWEAR
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - marsy - 03-06-2017
vixmom, i know it probably won't help, or at least very much, but you are literally one of the most amazing, least annoying people i have ever had the honor of meeting. i am so happy to have met you. despite your own intrusive thoughts and really bad days, you're still always there for me and others when they need it. you are not a terrible person. your intrusive thoughts do not define you, and letting things like this out doesn't make you annoying. you need to let this stuff off your chest, otherwise it'll bubble up and only get extremely worse. i understand the intrusive thoughts, as i have them every day, and it can make happy things turn into something that triggers my anxiety or gives me more negative thoughts. you are an amazing person and i love you so much, and you deserve so much more than this shit. you deserve happiness; you deserve love and you are so important and wanted and needed. ilysm, vixmom, okay? let it out bb; let it all out. <3
they're so?? pretty?? ?
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - vix - 03-06-2017
thank you so much, phan. you too <3333 i need this positivity
sometimes it's so hard. because i have what is considerably my worst fear. i'm scared to talk about it, but they're pretty terrible to discuss but since these are unfortunately apart of our every day lives, they're not easy to avoid. but thank you so much. the positive words helps, as i happen to doubt myself a lot. i'm still working towards getting through this, and i definitely need help as i've had this for a year already and sometimes wish i can go back two years back simply because i didn't have any of this. i have an appointment on april and hopefully it gets me somewhere bc sometimes when it gets bad i happen to ruminate, or look things up just for reassurance and i saw stories where therapy didn't help them )): but you're a great person, too, mars and thank you so much. thank you.
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - sultan - 03-06-2017
(03-06-2017, 12:35 AM)marsy link Wrote: vixmom, i know it probably won't help, or at least very much, but you are literally one of the most amazing, least annoying people i have ever had the honor of meeting. i am so happy to have met you. despite your own intrusive thoughts and really bad days, you're still always there for me and others when they need it. you are not a terrible person. your intrusive thoughts do not define you, and letting things like this out doesn't make you annoying. you need to let this stuff off your chest, otherwise it'll bubble up and only get extremely worse. i understand the intrusive thoughts, as i have them every day, and it can make happy things turn into something that triggers my anxiety or gives me more negative thoughts. you are an amazing person and i love you so much, and you deserve so much more than this shit. you deserve happiness; you deserve love and you are so important and wanted and needed. ilysm, vixmom, okay? let it out bb; let it all out. <3
they're so?? pretty?? ?
vix, i love you, i love you so so much. you are truly amazing, beautiful, wonderful, and talented, and don't you ever forget that. you deserve so much and never let your thoughts put you down like that. don't ever feel like you aren't wanted, because you are. we want and need you here. we love you so much.
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - vix - 03-06-2017
thank you so much, sully. i try my very best to not let them affect me but sometimes they get me, especially more than other days, when i'm stressed and when i'm vulnerable. it has a way of making it seem so real. like i might do something, perhaps almost against will because i'd feel it's the only way to silence those thoughts but i'm going to try and have faith in this therapy because i know even though it takes time, that there is a chance that i truly do have ocd and there is very much a chance that i can get better. i love you, too.
Re: I WAS HER WITNESS / dump - vix - 03-06-2017
checklist:
finish trevante character tomorrow
finish bowie tomorrow
finish athena tomorrow
STOP MAKING DAMN CHARACTERS FOR THE TIME BEING