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Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - shizuknya - 11-02-2017

zeke always has to reassure him that he'll be back and he feels so bad when he has to leave-leave. he probably gets someone(not a hunter) that he rlly trusts to stay with him and watch over him. he doesnt want to leave alfie alone. when he just goes into a diff room he tries to be as quick as he can so he can come back and hold alfie close again. he begs for alfie to eat and drink(not alcohol) and when he cant he clearly has tears in his eyes.


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - twistiethebear - 11-02-2017

alfie trusts very few people in his life. basically just zeke (and his two sisters) but other than that, his trust of others is gone. and he knows deep down he's being too clingy and annoying and that he shouldn't freak out when zeke leaves the room but he does cuz his irrational thinking is telling him zeke won't come back. sometimes, just to ease zeke' worries, he forces himself to eat but he can't keep it down and just apologising that he's a mess and suggesting that maybe he goes and stays with his sister to give zeke a break from him


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - shizuknya - 11-02-2017

zeke tells him he has nothing to apologize about, he understands that the entire thing has taken an extreme toll on him and he has a right to feel this way. but while he's worried about his mental health, he's also worried about his physical health too. he tells him that he's fine with watching him, that he doesn't "need a break". but he also tells him if he wants to be with his sister than he can go; it's all up to alfie. even tho if alfie went to his sister's, zeke would be messaging her nonstop


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - twistiethebear - 11-02-2017

alfie probably does go stay with his sister for a week or whatever cuz while zeke says he doesn't need a break from him and his problems, alfie still sees himself as a burden. and honestly, alfie's older sister wouldn't mind and would totally send zeke updates without complaint and just the two of them working together to help alfie. just, he's trying to get better and his sister is helping but whenever he's away from zeke he feels more empty than he already feels cuz nothing makes him feel safer than zeke holding him and telling him everything will be okay


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - shizuknya - 11-02-2017

Zeke is stressed out so much when alfie isn't with him and he's trying to calm himself down by going to get a few drinks but it doesn't work and he just ends up going home rlly drunk and he's crying sm cuz there's sm guilt eating away at him. Gonna be honest when alfie gets back zeke looks like shit on the couch cuz he hasn't slept in forever cuz he's been worrying about alfie.


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - twistiethebear - 11-02-2017

when he see zeke, the first thing he does is just go over to him and curl up next to him because he's missed him and zeke doesn't look the greatest. he just wraps his arms around him and asks if he's okay and saying he's missed him a lot and alfie just hates being apart from him. just, he doesn't really know what else to say so he just lays there next to him and tells him he loves him over and over

and maybe, just maybe, he gets a good noght's sleep for the first time in months just curled up next to zeke


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - twistiethebear - 11-02-2017

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his name will probs be isaac or joshua


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - shizuknya - 11-02-2017

Zeke hugs and holds him close and tells him he missed him sm too and was worried about him the entire time. He's so happy when alfienwcuslly sleeps


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - twistiethebear - 11-02-2017

alfie just is trying his hardest to get better and he is but he still feels lost and so unsure. he slowly opens himself back up to zeke and he's actually sleeping for once

it just takes a while but he's trying


Re: fishy kisses ∞ dump - twistiethebear - 11-02-2017

i was in a parking lot going very slow and like i misjudged the distance and i just barely hit another car and went tonlike go inside but then someone went to the ccar so i went back and this bitch goes off on me accusing me of not saying anything and she assumes i was just gonna leave AND THIS CAR WASNT EVEN HERS AND I WAS SO CLOSE TO HAVING A FUCKING PANIC ATTACK SHE WAS YELLING AT ME and the girl whose care it actually was wasn't like freaked out there was like no damage just some paint chipped off like i was on the brink of tears cuz of the other girl i'm just what the fuck i would never leave the scene of an accident because that's illegal but this bitch just flipped her shit at me when there was no damage to a car that wasn't even her own car